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I'm sure all of us believe in our own beliefs and say we have no problem with other people having there's. I know I've always said that, and I know I always believed it too. Though for some reason it didn't really hit me until a week ago when I was in the hospital with my entire family for my memere and pepere (grandma and grandpa for those who don't know). My pepere was in really bad shape, and he was struggling to breathe. And my memere, who was admitted into the hospital the night before for congestive heart failure, had the nurses bring her in and connect their beds together so she could hold his hand and comfort him. Now, my pepere has suffered from alzhiemers for a couple years now, and memere had always said the only time he was completely himself was when he was in church. A preist came in and eveyone started praying off a rosary, and even though my pepere wasn't even consious, you could see him mouthing the words along with them. And my memere the entire time kept hold of his hand and whispered how she loved him, what a darling husband and father he was, and how she wasn't going to be selfish if he was wanted in heaven. I just stared at the scene before me and all a sudden it really clicked, as if I never realized it before... I am happy with everything I believe in and i find peace with it. And even though I knew it I never really knew it until then that other people feel the same way. Felt like sharing.
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 3:58 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 8:13 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 7:41 pm
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I'm fine with Christianity up to a point and I hadn't realized it up until recently.
I watch my sister's kids during the day (the youngest is going to be 4 the 12th of December and the oldest turned 10 in September). I originally started watching them 3 years ago, 80 hours a week for two years. I took a year to work in food service and retail and now I'm back watching them about 35-40 hours a week, and interacting with them much more than their parents do.
When I started watching them during the day again, I was a bit shocked when my nephew, whose five, started singing a Christian song on the way home from the park. It disturbed me a good bit. He's my boy-o, you see. I taught him how to walk, helped him learn to talk (he was deaf for about a year and a half early on, so him and his little sister are about on the same speech level), I potty trained him and I've started to teach him how to ride a bike. We've gone on "hikes" in the woods. When I picked him up the other day from pre-school, he tugged at his teacher's skirt and said, "That's my Annie Jah -- She's my best friend".
I'm kinda scared about him (and his sisters) growing up to be Christian and it's not until my sister started going to church again that I had that fear. It hasn't been good to my family, in general. It's been a cause/source of crippling depression to several family members and friends of mine (including myself), that fear of screwing up and not being good enough, that one sin will condemn you for eternity, so you might as well sin a lot. There might be something in the communion grape juice.
It's not the religion I hate, and hate is too strong of a word for it.
It's more of a fear. I'm scared he's going to grow up and find out that his Annie Jah is going to hell for being a witch and make a rift between us or drop out and away from my life because of it. I'm terrified that he'll grow up with that faith-based depression and blow his brains out like some older family members have done.
I'm fine with Christians in general. Really. Jesus was a good man, I believe, and I do bring examples of him up with the kids, like behavioral examples, but I do that with other characters too. "If Jesus could share a basket of bread and fish with a crowd, can you let Gracie have one of your animal cracker's, Ben?" It's just when it's my family that I really care. But that's my worriers heart. sweatdrop
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Nihilistic Seraph Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 7:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 8:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 3:09 pm
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Seira Relur I'm sure all of us believe in our own beliefs and say we have no problem with other people having there's. I know I've always said that, and I know I always believed it too. Though for some reason it didn't really hit me until a week ago when I was in the hospital with my entire family for my memere and pepere (grandma and grandpa for those who don't know). My pepere was in really bad shape, and he was struggling to breathe. And my memere, who was admitted into the hospital the night before for congestive heart failure, had the nurses bring her in and connect their beds together so she could hold his hand and comfort him. Now, my pepere has suffered from alzhiemers for a couple years now, and memere had always said the only time he was completely himself was when he was in church. A preist came in and eveyone started praying off a rosary, and even though my pepere wasn't even consious, you could see him mouthing the words along with them. And my memere the entire time kept hold of his hand and whispered how she loved him, what a darling husband and father he was, and how she wasn't going to be selfish if he was wanted in heaven. I just stared at the scene before me and all a sudden it really clicked, as if I never realized it before... I am happy with everything I believe in and i find peace with it. And even though I knew it I never really knew it until then that other people feel the same way. Felt like sharing.
That is a very nice story. Very touching. And I have to agree with you. I don't have a problem with other religions, either, and I feel very comfortable where Im at. Thank you for sharing your story, though. It was very nice of you to do.
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Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2006 4:01 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 9:21 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 9:38 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 12:57 pm
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Very recently, a friend of mine had mentioned that her father was on a "God kick" again, and was going to be taking them to Church every Sunday. She was, it seemed, complaining about this fact. My initial reaction was to tell her that, while built in the name of God, a Church is a Place of Worship, and it really doesn't matter who you are worshipping while you're there. I told her that she should go, and spend some time in a Church. Instead of praying to God, she could pray to whom she believes in, and use the time to meditate, and feel at peace.
I have no problem with any religions. I was born a Pagan, and so I never built up that disdain of a previous Religion. I have Christian and Roman-Catholic family members, and some of the best friends I have are Christians in Europe. I also have a very ecclectic group of friends from other Religions. Including two or three LaVeyan Satanists. So I know quite a bit, about quite a few Religions.
I am not against any Religion, nor any Race. I am not against any Beliefs, nor lack of Faith. Everyone is fine with me. As long as I am fine with them.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 3:52 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 5:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 6:16 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 6:49 pm
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