I had to write about this on a scrap piece of paper to not forget to write it in this journal. I remembered another person that really cared about me. Her name was Sonja, she really cared about me, I guess she might of loved me now.. I purposely pushed her away though, saying the reason for doing so, was to protect her from me. I now find it as a excuse of running away from any pain I could get from her.. But she didn't mean no harm.. How much I probably hurt her, not giving her a chance for my love.. Now, all I wanted to do, is give her that chance, or apologize my heart out to her.. But I have no way now to find this person that I could of loved.. It was over a year ago, but remembering what I did to her.. I want to cry.
Leonardo Winter · Fri May 11, 2007 @ 05:44pm · 0 Comments |