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Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.

	Me and my pathitic self.
	Me and my pathitic self.


UGH! Life is a screw I want to warn i might be swearing right now I am having regrets in my relationship with Andrew WE DON'T DO A DAMN THING!!! IT IS LIKE WE ARE NEVER GOING OUT!!! Not talking a lot or anything. He talks to his other friends, which are girls more than me. I AM SO FUNKIN' PATHITIC!! School is being a butt. Math final terms are coming and i SWEAR i am going to fail! I hate school. School is being a b*h. I want it to DIE! Everyday I feel like my heart is falling apart and i try to smile the best i can. Some reason i want to cut my wrists again really bad. But i don't want to because it would make my friends said and....yea. UGH! I express pretty much my feelings on my drawings so i can at least get some of it out. I just want to die in a ditch! No one will miss me! Probably Andrew wont miss me either. He is better off with other girls who seem to be way better than me. WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!?!?!?!? Why was i born in this world? I would be better off as a cat or some animal or just a BACTERIA! Not a human....i such at being a human. Some one.....help me. crying I am such a mess. -StaarShinee-** · Wed May 30, 2007 @ 09:21pm · 3 Comments


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You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....
....And You Are Born To Shine

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-suunshiine-
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Wed May 30, 2007 @ 11:50pm

Don't doubt yourself!!! As long as you have awesome friends like ours and a sister like me than who needs doubt?! :3 just keep going past your road blocks, tragitys and doubts... keep going until you reach the top of your mountain and can look out and laugh at your valley of troubles in life and even then reach for the sky! Shoot to the stars and keep going until you reach the next universe!!! Keep going! heart or I eat you! :3 domokun

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Wed May 30, 2007 @ 11:54pm

why the doubt? not everyone is perfect and none of us here are! Your boufriend Andrew there might be feeling just as bad! go ahead and ask him! :3

-StaarShinee-
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Thu May 31, 2007 @ 08:19pm

LOL!!! Thank you.
I LOVE the advice that you gave me guys.
It makes me happy.
And...i think it's getting better.

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