Hello journal, I am feeling slightly better today. I had the best people in the world cheer me up last night. Anyways I am at school right now, but already I have something to talk about. I walk into one of my classes and this guy walks up to me. This guy is like 6'5 with blond hair and blue eyes..not to bad loooking I guess. He asks me out. What do I say "Nope sorry can't help you." eek Interesting...I thought to myself. I told him no..why many people would ask. The reason is this I didn't know him..he may have been cute but that doesnt mean that is personality was. Plus I am very happy with how things are going right now...So anyways I went and saw Sin City with my friends..then I saw it again with my sister and her boyfriend. Pretty good movie...I love Bruce Willis and Ellijah Wood and Clive Owens. I missed one of my classes today..I was trying to get here on time, but as usually my father decided to be difficult. My plans today are joyous...(rolls eyes) I have school until 1:30 xp then I get to go home and take a shower whee then I have work at 5 until 10 xp then I get to come home and talk to my Tyler and my friends. So most definately my night will be better than my day. I wrote a poem..it isnt one of my greats.
She looked up to a star and wished with all of her heart "I know I say I want to be alone, but please I dont mean it." she moans. Will her knight ever come her true love..her soul.
oh its unfinished..I am actually unsure where to go with it but well it came into my head and I had to write it down. This next poem is one of my oldies that I just revised. I wrote this when I was a little depressed and well I revised it when I was a little depressed..
She is a stone angel. Her heart is cased in granite. Her soul is stuck in its self made pergatory. Love cannot break through.
All her life, love was shown with pain. She decided to bar against it.
Love could not break through, she refused herself that emotion. All she knew was hate and fear. She feared what she didn't know.
All her life, love was shown with anger. She decided that she had enough of that.
Though her heart tried to break free, the stone angel fought to protect her. She couldn't take being hurt again. Her heart wouldn't be able to take it.
All her life, love was shown with an iron fist. She wouldn't live like that again.
Her only protection was to hide within herself and deny that anykind of love existed. Because it didn't exist for her
Well journal this is all for today. I'll write again soon
CloudsFall · Mon Apr 11, 2005 @ 04:20pm · 4 Comments |