Last night...I had to make one of the most toughest decisions of my life. Well, it wasnt so much my decision to make as it was a personal struggle. I risk either losing someone i truly care about or him losing something that means a lot to him. I wont name names; they know who they are.
How i thought of it was that there ish a risk either decision. Either he leaves and i never see him again, or he stays and something happens to me or his other friends and he's left all alone. We thought about what was best for him and it's best if he leaves. At least he's guaranteed to have one thing if he never comes back. How i see it ish that if it was meant to be, it was meant to be. If he comes back, for good, then it was meant to be. If not, then I lost him yet again. It happened before in elementary. Maybe this time...it's final. Or perhaps another miracle will happen and he comes back. Who knows what the future holds.
But aside from that, it was this banquet yesterday. Free food and i had to wear a dress all day. xD Oh well, it was worth it.
Today was just as well. I was with my love Andrew heart today and we went out to eat with his mother. His mother ish so awesome. xD We are similar in some ways.
Tomorrow ish Senior awards night so i wont be coming on. And on Friday i'm getting my yearbook and hanging out with Andrew and his mother again. So i wont be on again. And then on the weekend ish my parent's anniversary (20 year marriage) so i'll be away. So basically, i'll be back Sunday...maybe. xD Lates.
Minamino Teku · Thu Jun 07, 2007 @ 05:32am · 0 Comments |