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Miss Saira-Jayns Diary.
My wonders, my thoughts, my sadness, my hate, my anger even my happiness will be put in here.. I ain't writing to entertain.. I'm writing the truth.. My feelings.. Yeah I shouldn't write such personal stuff on here but nobody reads it anyways =]]
UGH!
Okay so today has been shitty.
Bored all day,
Then have a big huge arguement with Paul for no reason
'Cos I just well, went skits on him for no reason
Then told him to do something really bad..
The night just got really bad..
&& like usual I froze out..
Well.. Not the usual just "mute"
But, I went into my own world.
I could only hear muffled noises, see blurrs, A sinking feeling,
Couldnt talk, it's hard to explain.. but I was aware everything was going wrong.
Until it sends me into a tearful fit?

He took me inside where we didnt really speak. But atleast didnt argue?
I still couldnt talk but I had a sense of it not mattering..
We spoke a little I cleaned mess up..
I've come home. We aren't sorted. But theres a promise of sorting it tomorrow?


Tomorrow will be a s**t day.
9yr anniversary of Paul Moore.
I nearly lost BOTH Pauls =/



I'm just reallllly sorry Paul if you read this..
I didnt mean for it all to happen..



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