I woke up in a bit of a bad mood. My brother cranks the TV rather loudly at 7 in the morning. My mom is already up. They leave, I go back to sleep, then Joe's kid Robby cranks the TV also. I wanted to sleep in late, since I'll be waking up early. Not going to happen.
So I woke up a bit pissed off. I wanted to clean my room, but I'm afraid to make it a more mess. I don't know when "IT" is supposed to come, but I'm not prepared for it. I have to go out, get stuff, and do laundry.
I hate waking up in a bad mood. It's going to make my day feel worse. I think I'll go out for lunch, cool down a bit, and pick up my stuff.
I think it's PMS, but I don't really know. I could be just tired. All I wanted was to sleep in, but every time I need a good sleep someone in this house HAS to have something loud. And to think, talking about apartments last night and when to leave. I don't like it here that much, but I hate moving. I always feel as though I'm leaving things behind. Memories mostly. sweatdrop
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I just hate being alone. Justin's asleep, and no one is here. Kinda peaceful, but I don't like it as much. Sure we need our alone time, but being in an empty house with no one to talk to...doesn't feel right.
Like I said it could be PMS, or one of those days where my emotions are all out of whack. It's one of those confusing days where nothing seems to be going right, I get depressed, then I'm happy, feel like I wanna cry, Wanna do something, now I don't want to do something, GOD I hate being a girl. Too emotional, and too confusing. gonk
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