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Love Me

Don't you notice me?
The shy one over there.
Don't you notice me?
Even when no ones there.

What does it take,
To get your acceptence?
What does it take,
With all the life and mixes?

I know I'm not your angel,
Your perfect little star.
But can't I show myself,
Of whom we reallt are?

Why must I be normal,
Why the black and grey?
Why can't I be the one,
Who shows the color of day?

I know you were used to,
To the little darling you had,
But since those days I have grown,
Can't I be more then that?

Why must you hate the weird?
Why must you hate the crazy?
Why must you ignore the being,
Who wants to be more then nothing?

What must it take to feel happiness?
What must it take to feel love?
Is there any one here,
Who notice we at all?

I try to make you proud,
I try to get your adoration.
But sometimes you make me feel,
That you should have gotten an Abortion.

What does it take,
To get your love and care?
What will you do,
If I am no longer there?

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not "Normal".
But this is who I am,
Beyond of any Paranormal.

Notice me,
Don't regret me.
Love me,
But don't hate me.

Sincerly your loving Daughter,
Who no one seems to Care,
Nor love.