God damn love is hard.
I dont want to be a teenager anymore. I dont want to waste days i could be with him in school.
I think about school coming up, and its hard to imagine im not going to be seeing him as much as i have this summer.
I just want to grow up.. To live with him.. To be able to see him everyday.
Being appart from him just seems to get me depressed and sad n'such.
I feel like i wanna just stay in bed until he comes back.
Time talking to him when he is away seems to never be enough..
I hate waking up beside nobody, falling asleep not being in his arms.
Its like i always have this empty feeling, like another part of me is missing.
And thats exactly what it is, i truly belive that he is my other half.
I dont know how im gunna go through the next 7-8 days withought him.
The past 2-3 have already been so hard. I know i sound udderly pathetic saying that tho..
But its the honest to god truth, for over a month we didnt leave eachothers sight.
[not for long atleast, just short time periods.]
im still debating on if that was a good thing or not.. i mean of corse it was!
but was it good for me? for him? when we cant be there on a daily basis.
When school is in, we see eachother only a couple days a month if not a little more.
How am i gunna concentrait on school with all this buzzing in my mind?
this is a serious time in my life regarding school. BLAH. i can do it. im strong!
anyways, sorry about that i needed to get it out.
I ******** LOVE YOU RYAN! WITH ALL MY HEART!
ALMOST A YEAR NOW BB! HIPPY AND MUFFY FOR LIFE!
I dont want to be a teenager anymore. I dont want to waste days i could be with him in school.
I think about school coming up, and its hard to imagine im not going to be seeing him as much as i have this summer.
I just want to grow up.. To live with him.. To be able to see him everyday.
Being appart from him just seems to get me depressed and sad n'such.
I feel like i wanna just stay in bed until he comes back.
Time talking to him when he is away seems to never be enough..
I hate waking up beside nobody, falling asleep not being in his arms.
Its like i always have this empty feeling, like another part of me is missing.
And thats exactly what it is, i truly belive that he is my other half.
I dont know how im gunna go through the next 7-8 days withought him.
The past 2-3 have already been so hard. I know i sound udderly pathetic saying that tho..
But its the honest to god truth, for over a month we didnt leave eachothers sight.
[not for long atleast, just short time periods.]
im still debating on if that was a good thing or not.. i mean of corse it was!
but was it good for me? for him? when we cant be there on a daily basis.
When school is in, we see eachother only a couple days a month if not a little more.
How am i gunna concentrait on school with all this buzzing in my mind?
this is a serious time in my life regarding school. BLAH. i can do it. im strong!
anyways, sorry about that i needed to get it out.
I ******** LOVE YOU RYAN! WITH ALL MY HEART!
ALMOST A YEAR NOW BB! HIPPY AND MUFFY FOR LIFE!
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