 Love me like you loved the sun…
MAN!!
I feel...I feel SO pissed today!!
I mean...these past few day sI haven't been myself!
I just...UGH!!! I'M JUST SO MAD!!!
*cutches fists*
I am like having a emotion BREAK DOWN here, ok?
AND IT'S NOT MY SELF-ESTEM GUYS!!!
Look, in my last journal entry I was just saying my damn apoligies for how I was treating you guys!
But you are all like.
"Your not fat! Your not a bad drawer! Stop with your self estem!"
Dude...I didn't even MENTION thoughs in my entry!
I was just saying sorry.
Explainging why I wasn't feelign all to well that day because my cat is sick.
AND GIVING GOOD NEWS ON THE MOVING HOUSE MA-JIG!!!
Man...
How did you guys get that all wrong?
And my friends, (no offense)
Are just making fun of my favorite character in my favorite book.
Jacob.
I love him and they are all like.
"No one Moruns the Jacob!" And "The jacob hunters!"
Dude...do I ever say anything mean about Edward?
NO!
you don't see me go,
"The vampire hunters." Or "No one mourns the Cullens!"
NO!!
YOU DON'T HEAR ME ********' SAY THOSE WORDS!!
(Sorry, I just have to let it all out. The only way. Please don't be mad.)
I'm just, having a bad time lately.
I have been having weird out dreams and thoughts lately.
And...I just haven't been myself.
I really need to see my friends again...
I miss you guys so much.
And I just need my comfort...
I wish Boots was here.
He always gave me that comfort when needed.
And...he's not here yet.
crying
Now that ends my entry.
I think I let it all out.
And...I'm sorry.
i'm sorry if this offends you and gets you mad in any way.
I just had to let it out.
See Ya's,
Captain Noya (Who just needs to cool it)
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…scorching the blood in my vampire heart
 -StaarShinee- · Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 08:04pm · 3 Comments |
Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....
