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Ok, just a note for anybody who wants to chat with me about "true love" or boyfriends, plz dont. if you wanna hear what happened go right ahead, not like i care, i just needed to talk about it and i dont wanna tell my family or anything because then they'll get over worried and annoy me. if you dont wanna read it dont.


i just had a phone call that i thought was from my ex-boyfriend/almost boyfriend, but it turned out to be some guy calling the wrong number. i never thought i'd get so scared just from thinking that he might actually call me for whatever stupid reason he has. it's ironic really, cause all the time i'm always acting so brave and i'm never really scared of anything except spiders, and here i am scared of his voice. its so weird cause everytime i think about him, i always fantasize me cursing him out. so anyways, just a reminder for all who want to talk to me about love. (which i dont believe in anymore thanks to that d**khead i used to trust emo ) (that's my nickname for him since i dont wanna hear or say his name anymore) (btw can you believe that this is the only curse word i'm allowed to say in front of my parents rolleyes )