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wow. a lot has happened in the past week, to say the least...
I realized I don't have many close friends, despite having a lot of friends. weird, huh? chris and brie are going to a different school, so I don't see much of them anymore.. nate and charli are wonderful, they help me out and we have fun and stuff... and I'm starting to think maybe amanda doesn't dislike me as much as I thought, so, maybe.. I don't know.. maybe I can consider her a best friend soon, she helped me out recently and I'm very grateful..
and then I found out that my dad wants to move back to san antonio, faster than expected. at first it looked like I'd have to shack up with a friend, because I refuse to move back to that hellhole. there are people I love there, but they'll be leaving for college and stuff soon.. so I'd have nothing.. except bad memories, possibly running into idiotic-closed minded-bitches, and a sexually harassing uncle. (yup, I refuse to go back there.) so it looked like I might've even been homeless or something, cuz I'd run away before going back. but then I guess my parents had a talk, and eventhough my dad'll probably be leaving, my mom'll stay here with me till I graduate.
which bring up school, it's really looking bad for me to graduate this year. I'm BAD at research. I mean, I'm BAD.. so I still have no kind of paper yet.. without it, I don't graduate. if I don't, I'm going to go to TA (another school) next year. I wouldn't be able to force myself to face everyone at school, after saying for 2 years that it looked like I was going to graduate early... god, talk about emberassing.. I keep telling people I'm not as smart as they think I am, but no one listens. stare
My body seems like it's falling apart. I'm getting all kinds of weird skin infections and crap; my neck and back are hurting a lot lately, etc etc.
what else.. I'm positive there's more... eh, I have tons of homework.. I mean, a LOT.. and it's starting to kill my grades. confused
eh, besides those things, everything else is just small stuffs.
 shadow never seen · Sat Nov 03, 2007 @ 10:21pm · 1 Comments |
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