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TracyBandit's Uneventful Life Writings
This is a journal where I will post randomly (when I remember I have it) and will be about random, mostly uneventful days/happenings.... Blah... :3nod:
oh s**t....
Well, I'm very confused right now... Brigette just wrote me and told me she loves me... and she thought I had some other girl... I kinda did, but I really love Brigette more ((so very ******** sorry to the other girl)).. so I told the other girl about it and it broke her heart... and now I feel like crap and I'm having a freind come over to talk to me about this...

I've been in love with Brigette for awhile... and she said she couldn't be with me because she wasn't gay, even though she did love me... only it was freind love... and I held onto that hope of love for a long time... and I finally started to let it go... or so I thought... she I saw her name on the post telling me about her love, my eyes bugged out and it made me the happiest person ever.... and it hurt me that she thought I would give up on her so quickly.....

Man, I feel like s**t.... cry

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commentCommented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:51am
dont worry u proply be happy with bridgtte any way and u proply wanna get my name out of ur sig
peace out
u broke it but it was a wake up call and iwant 2 thank you but now my inner mer is gonna go bakc in side and hide

commentCommented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:26am
I'm sorry you feel that way. I didn't mean to break you... or your heart... I never thought it would get anywhere near this serious... at least not online.. I'm never dating "just online" again... people expect too much otta ya... and I feel bad that I have to let them down evetnutally.....uhg... I'm gonna go to sleep, feeling like s**t still... I'm sorry... bye

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Lady Rain102
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commentCommented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 09:24pm
Oy ve Tracy, I'm sorry you ha to go through something like that. I had a time like that....but I dont want to make you any sadder kay? I'll see you.

commentCommented on: Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 05:46pm
i know its a little late babe cry ...this thing is so old but ive been reading through your journal...wow...in love huh? truth is: i never really knew what i was playing at. Now its like im feeling more comfortable with you but i keep having to tell myself joe isnt really into open relationships and i do love him. but i care a great deal for you as well... gonk sweatdrop stressed AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! im so confused ,...not that this is making any sense...just,..your sweet...and...im trying...i dont know what but somthing is going on inside my head,....which isnt really knew but redface uh...wellttyl...im sooosorry hun! sad

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