Cry for me, please don’t smile. I now it isn’t real, the emotion in it is fake. I can tell. I want to see passion. Your smile can’t give me that. Your smile is just that- a smile. It shows happiness, though no amounts of happiness will ever show through because you have no emotions. You know it, I know it. The fact hurts you. You like to think you can feel and care and love but you know you can’t. You want to live a life of passion, anger, happiness, misery, every emotion you can get a-hold of. It will never happen. A heart is essential. It is a must have for life. Sure, you can live without one, but that’s hardly a life well lived. It is a life wasted. I would rather die that live knowing that. I want to die because I am living knowing that. I am simply matter that is living. I can bleed, I can feel physical pain but I can’t love. You want to. You want me to. To be able to share our happiness together, that is what you want. Our passions intertwined and our hearts beating together. It is then that I wonder- what hearts? Because we don’t have any. I’m not sure if you missed the notice on that. We don’t have feelings, we don’t have emotions we don’t have anything so quit looking so happy. Get rid of that stupid grin and think about the situation. Use your brain, the one thing you actually possess. Just DON’T smile at me. Cry. Crying is all right. Crying will help me feel real. Crying will help you feel real. I know I shouldn’t bother asking though. Misery is another emotion and as I previously explained, we don’t have emotions. So many times we have been over this. I feel like crying over it but I can’t. All I want now is to be reborn. Maybe I will have a heart then. Maybe you will too. We can be reborn together and we shall live a life of passion and anger, happiness and misery. Everything we see fit. Then you can cry for me. You can smile too. I would smile. We would be able to live, because a life with a heart is a life worth living. Especially with you.
 petitlapinu · Tue Nov 13, 2007 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |
