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scars surround me
cuts and bruises on my heart
life wont let me see
how i fell apart

i dont know how
and i dont know when
i do even know
where i begin

first it was kattie
and now this
why havn't i seen you lately
just kiss my cheeck with a fist

why does death linger around
man, god must really hate me
my hearts beating with no sound
never knew how cruel life could be

you died when i was ten
i'm now an older teen
my whole life is like a horror movie
on a dark halloween

i hang on weakly to my life
rather die instead
pain has stabbed my heart to many times
so i can never be dead

it's like iv'e been in a war
since i was six
never knew you were so far
as the time starts to tick

some say i'm a moster
cause you all died around me
and my only responser
was yes that could be

now i'm sitting here all alone
crying in the corner
i wonder why dad wont come home
as i get yelled at by poeple yelling you were born

this is a poem i just finished but it's for my dad and a good friend of mine