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behing emo is so damn horrid...belive me..i was an emo once...u feel like every 1 hates u and noone could care less if u die...u think that suicide is the only excape route,to end the horrable pain of depression..meds dont work...trust me...they make ur emo even worse.but i found salvation...lol if ur thinkin religion then u can go sit up in a tree and jump outta it.(im atheist)what i found was a hobby...i found games and anime...i would lock myself up in my room and watch it hours on end...even days...i would play games and almost starve myself to death...pretty soon i began to gain good friends that respected me for who i am...others pick me up on faulse promisies then throw me aside like a candy wrapper.it makes me sick.ive lost so many friends..they swept me aside when the going got roughf.at that time i felt like killing myself.my family could care less...i bet they would rejoice.but then i remembered what fun i had with true friends...and how sad they would be to see me dead...i got better...and now my emo life is over.all of my true friends are good to me,they cheer you up when you get sad,they calm you down when you get mad and they pick you up countless times from falling into the dark abbys of depression...over time i learned to like people...i became a very generous person(talk to X_death_by_love_X on that subject)the feeling of giving a person who has little is the best sensation in the world(besides sex XD)giving depressed ppl hope and curage to face the cruel world one more time.to save a person from depression is like saving a life. and that is why i have generosity issues! XD Nerai Kentouken · Thu Nov 22, 2007 @ 08:48am · 2 Comments


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Sun Nov 25, 2007 @ 03:32am

everyone would miss you... and please dont go through that when your my friend... please...

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Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 01:54am

crying

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