All I seem to be doing is crying. I can't stop. Why does everything always have to be this way. Everyone else gets to be happy but me. I'm so tired of it. I wish I could just die and do everyone a favor. I'm sad...lonely...tired. It's not fair, and I'm to weak to fight it away anymore. I want to go back to my habit..hurting myself to block the pain...i don't want to feel anymore...Why won't anyone let me be happy for once. I thought I was happy..for just a little bit..but that is gone now to..I guess I have no choice..nothing good ever happens to me.. crying
CloudsFall · Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 05:42am · 2 Comments |