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Dreamyness: I'm going to New Jersey! |
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Well, the crazyness continues! In the next couple of days ( like 11) I should be on my way to New Jersey to see Tyler and his family. I can hardly believe this is really going to happen, but everything is snapping into place just fine! The fact my parents and his parents are working on it together ( with Tyler's and my own never ending insistence) is a miracle. I should be there for 9 days, I'm SOOOOOOOO excited! He's been showing me to a lot of his family, and just about everyone knows about us in our families. It's CRAAZZZYYY!! But I'm loving it!
Obviously I'm scared about how Tyler will take to me in person, I mean it's not REALLY important what I look like, but I pray he'll still like me when he sees me in the flesh. He's gotten lots of pictures of me doing stuff, and the pictures I seem to hate the most, he actually...likes....somehow....dang he better not be kidding me! But it's still driving me crazy that I won't know for sure until it happens. I know I'm ready to see him, he's a hoottaayyy no matter what he thinks! To all those people who said this stuff doesn't last, kiss my sisters rat's butt because when REAL love strikes ANYTHING is possible! We've been through so much together, talked about things and had amazing fun over the phone and messengers and mail, I can only imagine that it will be even better in person. Naturally we are dying to be able to be close to one another, it's going to be very interesting!
They are doing soo much so that I can come, it's insane. His mom is paying for me to go there and they are fixing up a room and planning things. I just can't believe the generosity here. cry heart My mom is making my sister come with me. xp and while for the major part I hate the idea, it'll be good to have her to dig my nails in when I am freaking out after landing on Philly soil. I imagine my heart will be thundering in my chest, I'll be shaky and nervous....but relieved. She'll calm me down and thats...good. xd I'm not dreading the moment at all, but you can't help feeling really scared about it. I hope I don't let him down.....seriously, thats my one fear. 9 days of Tyler in person. I still can't believe it.
I wanna see the Shore and the Boardwalk and all that good stuff so bad. From pictures and stuff I've read, I know New Jersey is a lot different from Washington State, right down to the grass and bugs n stuff. Wow, they have accents! I wonder if I'll pick up on any of it. I know it's awesome..Tyler says the CUUUTTESSSTTT things! Bah! I'll have to try their food and stuff, I feel like I'm going to a whole other world....it's so exciting. The East Coast is like...so engraved in my mind, history wise and such....so much happened around there! I can't wait to explore it all with him, it's such an honor. whee whee whee heart xd
And I get to see him play baseball! I have been DYING to see him play, and finally I'll be able to. I need to invest in cameras...film..umm..I need a digital camera...ooh..and I can draw there too! I'll finally be able to go places with him and eat and watch movies and all that good fun stuff. eek ..... 4laugh wink heart Go Tyler!!! mrgreen heart heart
Life cannot be better than this. I love Tyler with all my being, nothings gonna stop me from giving him a real, warm..loving hug. heart heart whee blaugh biggrin 4laugh heart
Taw Taw. rofl
TheTyro · Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 08:20pm · 2 Comments |
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