So, here's how my day went...
In math class, I had to use Ann Marie's glasses because I couldn't see one ******** thing that was on the board. Sebastian came by and was like: "You wear glasses?!?" *Funny look* "WOW..." I ******** hated him for that up till Humanities.
I don't get why that would change his perspective of me...
After that, I felt like I was gonna throw up because I was over thinking what had happened a little bit before. This guy Sabbir (sits at my table) told Ms. Kim that I couldn't play "Math Jeopardy" because I felt sick. A teensy bit later I started crying and S. was looking at me from time to time.
I really wanted to flip 'em the bird.
Everyone always comes up and asks me if me and Sebastian have gone out yet, since supposedly he likes me & vice versa.
I saw a poster for a Valentines Dance Thingy and I HATED IT. How cheesey is that? I'd much rather stay at home watching a sappy little love story while throwing popcorn into my mouth.
I thought Sebastian was ignoring me or was mad at me because he didn't talk to me all day. I thought I did something bad to him...
It really seems like Sebastian has some kind of hold on me, doesn't it? He had me cry, think that he was mad at me, think that I did something bad, and made me want to curse at him.
Its time for a hearty dose of feminism.
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tl;dr:
-Sebastian made a comment on me wearing Ann Marie's glasses, resulted in me crying and faking sick to hide what I felt.
- He saw me crying, I felt like flipping him the bird, yadda yadda...
-I tried to fight the thought that he had some kind of hold on me.
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RANT:
OH MY ******** GOD, SOME ASSHOLES IN MY ******** SCHOOL DON'T ******** UNDERSTAND WHAT MY SITUATION IS, AND THEY JUST WANT TO SPREAD MOTHER ******** RUMORS ABOUT ME DATING SOMEBODY.
THEY BARELY EVEN ******** KNOW ME! HOW THE ******** CAN THEY JUDGE ME AND SAY THINGS THAT AREN'T ******** TRUE? UGH, THOSE LITTLE ******** THINK THEY COULD GET SO MUCH OUT OF ME, BUT THEY ARE ******** WRONG.
AND BY THE WAY, STOP CALLING ME EMO AND GOTH, AMINAH!
 The Killing Jar · Fri Jan 25, 2008 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
