im bored so yea once again from tokyopop
idk who wrote this but again i can relate to it sorta:
In my final hours
I'll tell you that I love you
I'll tell him that I'm sorry
I'll tell her how I really feel
and I'll tell them about all the mistakes I've made
In my final hours
I'll write a song so beautiful
about birds, flowers, and my love for you
I'll sing it all night long to you and I'll post it around my room
and as I take my life in the solemness of my room
I'll hum the tune
In my final hours
I'll apologize
for all the wrong I've done
all the pain I've caused and for all the hatred I've shared
for all the words I said that should have been kept in
for all the times I hit and punched to let off steam
and as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll say gomen nasai
In my final hours
I'll show my true feelings
I'll tell all the secrets I keep bottled up inside
and cry all the tears I need to cry
I hate you but I love you
I loved you but now I don't
You love me but only for one thing
and I can't deal with this anymore
my head is constantly spinning as the thoughts run through my mind
maybe I love you
maybe I don't
I'm not sure and I won't let it get me down
well I tried
and as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll tell things about me that you've never heard pass these lips
In my final hours
I'll tell of all my mistakes
all the people I've kissed
and I wish I never did
every boy I thought I loved and missed them when they went away
or when they were there but not with me but with someone else
all the boys I called my boyfriend
all the times I defied you
all the times I silently cursed you out behind your backs
and all the times I said I hated you when I really didn't
as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll say all my mistakes and apologize for all
and tell everyone that I've ever met that I love them
intense right? emo
idk even kno why i do this so yea whee
ttyl xd
 thinmint94 · Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 11:32pm · 2 Comments |
