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crying So we seniors lost, and it was horrible for most of my team mates since we don't have a next year. I believe the score at the end was like 6-7. The juniors all cheated though, just about half the people who came to see would agree (some would even be juniors). The ones who wouldn't are probably the ones who didn't see my friend get smacked in the face... stressed

cry But that's not what got me upset to the point I was crying my bloody eyes out. No siree... Coach Joe only put me in for 2 plays! scream I should have played at least 8! I send hate beams to Joe! evil

emo I was so out of it after the game. I was ready to walk to my mom when Anthony, The Linebacker Coach, stopped me. Like everyone, he thought I was crying because we lost and so he was saying:

"We're the winners because we didn't cheat. We're the winners, so don't cry." But I told him why and he said he was really sorry, "I'm sorry this happened. Jen, I really am. But it's ok. I know you did good in practice, I know you were great and I know you tried your best." At this point I just cried into his chest.

So yeah... Since he talked to me, I didn't feel as bad anymore. I stilled cried, ya know, them girl hormones that makes us super sensitive. But I honestly have got to thank him, because stuff like that usually leaves me bitter for a few days, but after his little talk, I was feeling better and on Friday I was able to joke around again with my friends razz

But when someone mentions our defeat, I still get the urge to beat someone and shed a tear or two... confused