So my day started out fun. Totally got some free pizza and had some fun chillin' at Scott's, but for some reason now it feels like a b***h slap to the face. Maybe I'm being too emotional but I feel like s**t. I really wanted make music in a band but we've just been like bleh whatever lately. I kind of want to make some good music and do some gigs but I'm not sure if everyone would want to. I thought I was going to a Flogging Molly concert (which I looked forward to for months) but it ********' sold out. Now I wanna go to a Bullet concert but I only know two people who listen to bullet, thats Ryan and this other kid (but he's annoying). Plus my dad is gonna be gone on my sixteenth birthday so I don't know if I'm gonna have a party. I really wanna do something worth while but it seems my grades keep sucking (although I'm not failing anything thank god), because of how I am. I fear that I'll end up screwing up my life. I realize I need to speak up when something bugs me, like about being joked, but I can never seem to say anything. I which I didn't feel so bad.
 Brassington · Sun Mar 02, 2008 @ 03:42am · 5 Comments |
