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Best Days of My Life!!!!! I LOVE YOU TYLER WETMORE! |
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whee whee whee biggrin heart THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!! heart biggrin whee whee My Life has forever been changed. I can't express how incredible those 9 days where...we did things I could have only dreamed of, and even more then I ever imagined possible. It feels like it's been years of my life. Tyler is the most loving, handsome, funny, cute, considerate, responsible, understanding, romantic, sexy guy to ever walk the face of this planet. He made me feel so comfortable and alive and happy and good. I can't believe he loves me, but he showed me in every way possible there that he really does. It's insane. He was a million times better in the flesh, and I know we are both dying to see one another again. Hopefully he can come on the 11th of next month. I can't live without kissing him again. crying
The Boardwalk! Day 1 I had crazy butterflies while we rode the plane there. Everything was dream-like, I couldn't believe I was really going to see him after all this time. I guess my excitement made the flight go by quickly, and the heat once we landed in Philly just added to my worries. I looked disgusting, all sweaty and everything...we got our bags from baggage and looked for them. His dad came to us first, introduced himself and I felt like I was home right away. Then we walked and talked a bit, and then Kimberly pointed out that they where coming. I've never had butterflies like the ones I had when I could see Tyler walked towards us. He was wearing the shirt I have him and these amazing red shorts, and his hottness just blew me away. I stood there for a bit just letting it sink in, I could see him. I stared, kinda snapped out of it and looked at the rest of his family. Everyone looked like they did on the cams besides Tyler...he is sooooooo much hotter in person. My sister noticed the same thing and told me what I was thinking. Tyler came up to my side and I gave him my " YOU ARE A FRICKIN GOD OF SEXYNESS" punch on the shoulder and he pat my head, he was smiling and happy looking, so I felt REALLY good, but for the majority...insecure all over again. He's too sexy for me. It was humid as heck, sweat was building up and I bet I was really ugly...I was the whole time I was there, but he didn't seem to mind. He was frickin crazy cute. They got this really funny video of our first few moments, Tyler put his arm around me and his dad ran infront of the camera...it was hilarious. xd maybe we can find a way to add a link to a video sharing place...I want to add it here. Anyways, we got into the van and I was so excited and nervous, I realized I could finally touch him, so I went out of my way to do just that. It was hard to look him right in the eye, despite how intensely I wanted to do just that. He is so handsome, and I felt extremely unworthy. But he was laughing and punching me on the arm ( he's really strong. eek he was like..punching me...hahahhahahaahaha....god was he FUNNY!) and he was like, " I'm sorry" and stuff, but I was happy to get punched....it was a great thing! We went to his house and got our stuff put away, he sat on the bed lookin so hooootttt and he joked around a lot, we took a tour of his house...I gave him a lot of my drawings and his movie, it was crazy how excited he was over them, he made me feel so giddy. xd and eventually we went to eat out. I loved riding with him there, I loved being in his presence. It sucked that I had NO apetite whatsoever. Tyler was awesome when it came to making me feel comfortable...he didn't expect me to eat and he was so kind and supportive in everything. It was a bar kinda place and lots of people where smoking inside, so he offered ( to my relief) that we go outside for fresh air while they waited for a table. It was SO awesome being with him alone out there, his charm and warmth and teasing lovey-ness was incredible, I just drifted into his eyes and stared and melted....the sun and the sky and the place, as different from what I was used to, had magic because Tyler was lingering infront of me, smiling like the Stud-muffin he is. We went back in after a while, and I sat next to him and everyone ordered stuff. Everything sounded so tasty...yet I couldn't eat at all. sweatdrop His parents insisted that I eat and I wanted to, I took what I could but they kept suggesting....the wonderful thing was Tyler stepping up for me, he...was incredible. We ate, drank some cool Shirley Temple things with cherries in em' and left after a while. Tyler and I stayed outside and wiated for the others to get done. He put his arm around me there and we just chilled under the stars. He's a lot taller then me, so I could look up at him and everything. This scary dude talked to us. It was crazy how I could just escape in his handsome face and awesome eyes......we are so..connnneeecctteeddd! We ignored the weird dude and waited...he's so fun to be around. I met a lot of his family there too...uncles and such...Then we returned to his house and went upstairs....he got on his bed. I don't like peoples beds...I hate peoples rooms...I hate being close to people, even family...but I like...jumped at the opportunity to be close to him, so I sat with him there. ( That was a first!) We watched tv, talked a lot and got comfortable VERY quickly. It was only a couple hours after getting there that I got my first kiss ever! It was a tremendously magical thing, I could see his eyes and I could feel it coming...it was so smooth and surprising despite the atmosphere that said " KISS!" after that the gate was opened and we were smooching away! I was tingly and excited and in heaven. eek heart biggrin 4laugh I loved being there with him, in his room..everything was perfect. Hours later..I'm not so sure what happened exactly, but it was late and his Uncle came in I think and teased us...we got ready for bed and I stuck close to him....I need to remember more...I'll write the rest later, theres SO much I want to say, and this is only the first few hours of the first day. This is going to take a long time. 3nodding whee
I'm missing so much in here. crying gonk I wish I could write it all.
I'll add pictures if Tyler says it's ok. I miss touching and kissing and hugging him like crazy. I'll add the rest later!
Pictures from Philly!
I AM SOOOOOO UGGGLLYYYYY!!! it's crazy he likes me. eek sweatdrop gonk keep in mind it was like, 100 degrees out there. xp I'll add some more comments now. I was able to watch him play Baseball like I said I wanted to. 3 games! It was incredible being able to watch him in his uniform, he looks crazy hot in it. I loved watching. His smile kills me! I ate with him, watched him sleep, watched movies, got scared, arm wrestled and danced around....we listened to music and joked around like crazy, went to the mall and baught some awesome shoes..he was so handsome...I loved the way he took charge of everything, he made me feel like a queen. 3nodding I'm getting SOOOO out of order! One of the most awesome things was seeing him in the morning. He would come into my room and slip in next to me and nap for a while. It was one of my favorite moments of the whole trip...those mornings hearing the door open, feeling the warmth of his body next to mine...I miss it so much. crying We hung out a lot in the hotel room we had because he had baseball games...THAT was awesome too. wink biggrin Then there was the time we went to New York City and ran around, he held my hand and kept me close....we waited forever in line to get up to the top of the Empire State Building, but it was SO worth it. He stood behind me with his arms around me and we just relaxed up there. It was beautiful. whee the sun setting and everything...grrrr, I miss him!
It was awesome to love without shame. I love EVERYTHING about him entirely. I didn't care about anything else. Showing him how special he is to me was all I cared for. I still have no idea how we did all that we did. crying We also played badminton, soaked in the pool ( eh..heh....he's hot! eek 4laugh biggrin ) and stood outside to watch this crazy thunderstorm. It was crazy. Everything I ever wanted to do with him, God seemed to provide it with time. Watching storms, going shopping, playfighting and relaxing....being mushy, silly...funny...intense...it was all there. His family was fantastic too! They really opened their house and family to us, and I swear I have never felt more at him in another persons house as I do in theirs. I love him so so much. crying heart heart whee he's so cool, Studly...SEXY! He knew how to make me happy. I kissed him more then I can count...I swear it had to be over 2,000 times... xd he's a frickin good kisser too....he got my excited so easily. Warm morning kisses rocked...mushy soft ones...evil ones too. wink whee cool 4laugh gah, he drove me CRAZY!! blaugh surprised There is no one on the planet like him, and he's taken my heart and soul. Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I hate the computer now. Bleh. I'll go into more detail about the days later, I donated blood earlier today and I don't feel too great. I miss you Tyler. crying heart I LOVE YOU! heart heart biggrin biggrin rofl
TheTyro · Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 11:50pm · 1 Comments |
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