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..... i feel so bad i feel like crap why cant i seem to do anything right .....why can i feel loved ? and dont just want lust that goes no where i want true meaning in a relationship... but even if i get that i screw it up by being to clinggy to annoying to just F'd up...will i ever find some that i wont scare off making them never talk to me again...i just want to be happy and make the one a love happy in return... will that ever happen...