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what exactly do i wanne be when i grow up?
as i child i always wanted a career that involves photography or cooking..
but what about now?
i have no idea what career i really want.
my father always had this thing about me being a marine biologist.
but what do i want?
i always wanted just one career to devote my whole life to. something worth doing, something that im very passionate about.
i have always been disappointing my father because of the wreckless things i do, and when i make a choice about my career, i just dont want to disappoint him anymore.
BUT if i choose to be a marine biologist, would i be all that happy?
one time, i even thought of being a psychiatrist because my friends told me that i give great advice and that i always know whats best for a person. and that i understand people well.
i also thought of being a journalist. i write for the school paper and i once joined a journalism camp. the thing i love most about journalism is being able to express yourself through writing. but there was once an incident in school. our school paper adviser used the article that a very close friend wrote and almost published it, but it was named after the top in the class, if we didn't know this, the aticle might have been published by the name of the top in the class.
..still, i dream of being a culinary artist 4laugh but i'm still not sure.
i never took my studies seriously(i always got good grades though), but i guess i have matured. i'm starting to take my studies and my choices in life more seriously (urghh.. its good that im starting to take things seriously, but why during vacation?! rawrness)
i still have some time to think things over, i just hope i make the right decisions. xp
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