i am like uberly depressed....i guess depressed is the word....hmm..or i might just be fed up...*tries to think up a word to describe my current emotions* i got nothing confused
k well, first off, i iz happy because my old stalker dude is finally gtting the hint that he creeps me out and he is backing off a bit whee ....but i gots a new stalker, at least i think that's what he is. i really don't like him, he's the meanest stalker i've ever had. i really really really dislike him, not to sound mean gonk i think he's ok...sometimes...it's just that GAAHHHH!!!! it just really pissed me off how when he asked out this girl and she said no he started cussing her out calling her a hoe just because she didn't wanna go out with him. it made me sooo mad and i can't stand people like that scream ....well tat's all i gots to say about tat.....for now
also i am in kinda depressed mode. first, my money was stolen. i had 19 dollars (specific!! whee ) and i guess it fell outta my pocket or something and someone jacked it. and the teacher peoplez couln't care less. my mom was angered at me second, my mom keeps me in a cage. she never lets me do anything. i come home from school, clean, clean, and clean some more. my mom is obsessed with a clean house. plus i can never really do anything because she too overprotective, i can understand her being overprotective but i never get to go out or do anything i want. i'm stuck at home all the ime cleaning and i can't take it any more...those might not be good reasons to be depressed but i also have hate issues with myself so xp
i'm gonna go read/watch some more yaoi
..i think i'm gonna change my journal title to 'rants r me" or something cause all i do is rant nowadayz....YAOI!!!
also an awsome yaoi fanfic i found
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