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Currently listening to: Moving Along by Metro Station
Okay so this song has been stuck in my head all day so i had to listen to it. xD
As the title says...my week didnt go quite as planned completely. Mainly it was the Friday and Saturday days that were crap!! gonk Friday wasnt all bad at all. In fact, it was the single best time in my entire life. I never felt so close to my boyfriend and i never felt so loved that it was just so...ugh i cant explain it! >_< It's just one of those things that you have to feel it. You cant just say "hey, it felt like blah blah blah". No. You have to feel it in order to know. And I felt it and i swear...oh man i cant say xD So during that part it was okay. It was only after i went to the school to teach the children about science where things started to go downhill. I get a call from him, saying his car broke down. So we wont go to the banquet that night. No biggie. biggrin That just means i'll be shooting that night, something i havent done in forever. Little did i know that i would turn out to be a major thing. During practice, i started to feel a little...sad. It just hit me that he wasnt there shooting with me. It's happened before, but very rarely. We are usually shooting together, side by side on the line. So i talked to him that night, though little, but it was good.
Then i thought to myself, with his car broken down, that means no Saturday. Aww! We had this whole day planned out and something major such as his car dying spoiled it! That didnt stop me from my brunch though. At first, it was a real bummer but then i thought that it would just have to be put off. Yeah, i cared that we couldnt go ice skating and dinner that day, but there would always be another day. Again...little did i realize...it would hurt more than I knew.
When Saturday rolled around, i couldnt help but think about the previous day. I couldnt help but feeling the way i did and having the lack of connection with him on Saturday hurt so bad. I knew it would hurt, but i didnt think it would hurt this much. Saturday was hell for the both of us, simply because we both wanted so badly to see each other but we couldnt. We just couldnt... Not only did Saturday hurt, but Sunday did too. Even though we had nothing planned, it was just the thought of not being able to see each other until Monday was painful. Two days felt like an eternity for us. It was then, well actually Friday but Sunday was when i started to take action, that i decided to take my driving test a little earlier than intended. I want to get it as soon as possible so if another mishap such as his car breaking down happens again, we wouldnt need to cancel our plans because i could just drive. We wouldnt have to be so dependent on him but rather the both of us. I, along with so many other people, think that would be the best.
As fun and exciting as Friday and Saturday sounded, Friday only half happened and Saturday never. crying Now i pseudo know how some people feel when they cant see the ones they care about and love more than anything in this world and the next. It hurts, it really does.
Minamino Teku · Tue May 06, 2008 @ 06:36am · 2 Comments |
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