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well my friend carissa apparently thinks im starting ta act like her and flirt with every dam guy i c...i dunno mayb its true, but why does she care, i talkd ta her and apparently she thinks im flirting with adam xp well i dun think i was its just that i hadnt seen him in a while and my brother wasnt around so i guess u cood say im more myself without him around. but the thing about flirtin with every guy i c, well now that i think about it it seems ta b true, i mean we were at this campin convention, and i saw some old friends made some new 1's ect. well every1 was tellin me scott likes me and im like oo kk, he's 13.. oo well doesnt matter ta me, and then some ppl were sayin ken likes me, i was like kk watever, then i dunno i find myself being frineds with alot of guys,-----now its really apparent scott likes me even tho he did say im not shy ill come out and say if i like a person wen some1 askd if he liked me rite infront of me =p, quite a few ppl including myself r like ya rite, then some ppl say y dun u sit next ta scott on the bus ta cedar point (amusement park)so i did even tho i really wantd a seat ta my self since it was only 730 in the murnin and i got up at like 6 for this, we were takin a coach bus after all, so im like fine watever and he seemd pretty excited, then some ppl i was talkin with away from scott r tellin me oo u no wat u shood do, humor him all day then b like wat r u doing! wen he like trys doin something at the end of the day.. well i thoguht about it but scotts 2 nice and im not that mean, but by the end of the day i was kinda not enjoyin myself cuz i had my arm around his shoulder ta humor him for mst of the day and sat next ta him on rides ect. he is shorter than me by like 4in >.< my arm got sunburnd that day from that, so i was kinda excited ta c other ppl cuz we hadnt seen ne1 else all day, and i got somethn from the gift shop b4 i saw ppl so scotts still in there, and i wantd ta have fun with the invisible dog i just got, yes and invisible dog, lemme alone it lookd fun and scott new that some ppl said i liekd ken or i flirtd with him vise-versa so scott got jealous and i didnt really pay attention cuz iwas havin fun with the dog =p showin it ta like every1 not just ken btw, and i was really just humoring scott i cant say i really liked him, i men i hardly new him and hes got a body like my lil brother, short thin but muscular, not alota testostorne goin on there yet, like the guy hasnt hit puberty ya no, mayb in a year or do wen hes got wider shoulders then me and is taller i cood find him attractive but not this year.. so neway he kinda got a bit mad so i by now figured it out and told him i was actually showin it ta every1 not just ken, 13 year old mind at work there btw..so then since i explaind that ta make him not feel bad, he like decides i mit actually like him and trys ta wrap his arm around me while im talkin ta other ppl and hes kinda leanin over my shoulder talkin 2, im like uhh oo i musta gave him the wrong impression, but i didnt stop him cuz i wasnt sure if i shood, didnt get much better after that i new i shood have stoppd him but it seemd 2 late rolleyes after that day ppls kept askin if i liked scottor how much and he askd ppl ta ask 2--well also after i got home he wantd ta talk ta me online so i had ta get hotmail and msn messenegr then i find out how clingy he is sweatdrop the dude wants ta talk ta me all the time and wat not, no offense but hanin out with him i felt kinda like more of a babysitter relationship, not really doin stuff i wanna do cuz i find it kinda old neutral -- ya so wen we were all sayin goodbye ppls r like sayin oo u shood give him a kiss on the cheek he'd like that and wen some1 said that wen he was rite there he lookd at me expectantly, i was thinkin oo crap well in the end he did gimme a kiss on the cheek so i did the same back, and 2 bad fr me that really gave him the wrong impression not that i didnt no that wood end up like that if i did that, thats y i didnt wanna give him a kiss on the cheek neutral so he's always wantin ta talk ta me now and if im like not sayin somethin cuz im busy he says u there, itsa nnoying and if im talkin ta some1 else or not even, if i take a sec ta answer him he'll say r u talkin ta some1 else? for me its like -.-' i still really wanna say i dont like him back but i dun wanna hurt him, so some ppl plz tell me wat u hink, i no ive given alot of detail ta this whole thing =p but thats cuz i feel like tellin the whole thing now insteada waitin ta tell my friends, + i want advice from ppl who dun have an opinion of scott cuz they no him-----but back ta flirtin with every guy i c, i guess i did flirt with ken and micheal, well micheal's hot so u cant blame me, but i never got ta no him and some1 else got closer ta him then me so screw him, dun matter ta me nemore, then carissa thinks i flirtd with chet and ya i prolly did =p no aactually i no i did for the fun of it mostly cuz i new who he was i just didnt talk ta him or nethin til like the last 2 days, hes cool tho, kens cool 2 but a dumb a** cuz he smokes rolleyes ive talkd ta ken already and i no he's flirtd with me 2 but ya i guess i kinda do like ken a bit, likea good friend u wood flirt with 3nodding well ill tell ya that all these guys r taller then me and thats a definte turn on, scott shorter so even if that makes me shallow its a turn off xp ima go and either add another entry after this ta add 2 it or edit it and add more____yep ima add more, i dun rally c y carissa wood have a problem with me flirtin with guys neway, she says she thinks im starting ta act like her lmao oo well mayb just campin was really fun and if ur not out like in town or something and stuff well at a camp u can find things ta do every1 ants ta do + i think ppl r all at the same lvl there cuz every body 12-18 hangs out together and stuff so u make friends easier and get ta no ppl on a different lvl wen ur hangin out like that where u have places ta walk around and actually talk rather then trying ta find something ta do, so ya i guess its kinda like being more comfortable round ppl i did flirt with them, not havin like ne pressures just messin around havin fun, i really wish convention was longer cuz u like dun get bored and ya dun miss technology =p, but i dont think i was flirtin bcuz i was acting like carissa just my own free will not tryin ta b nebody else not worryin bout nethin and relaxin around ppl u no, i'd say convention's the best part of the summer biggrin 3nodding
i_scratch_you · Thu Aug 11, 2005 @ 02:31am · 1 Comments |
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