|
|
|
Currently Listening to: Shake It by Metro Station
I have completed my first year of college and I must say, a lot of s**t happened this year. At the beginning in August, I met up with my cousin and met my friends that will be my friends throughout my duration here at CSUF. One person in particular, she was so cool that I wanted to be friends with her. Back in the day, i wouldnt have been able to approach any random person and start talking to them. But now, no one at this school knew who i was previously so i could act however i please. Well, i did to begin with but now, i dont have a fear of who judges. Actually...i didnt have that before anyway.... OKAY! Anyway, i started talking to her and encouraged her to hang with us and thus! the friendship was born. After only a few months of knowing each other, we are very close. We share the same experiences, interests, all of that. xD She's my twin!
September comes along and so does my first archery tournament. xD PAC Coast in Sacramento...that tournament was truly something. Not only was I the only girl so i got to bond with the boys, but i got closer to one in particular. My dear Daniel. xD We spent the most time together and talked during the trip. He was so sweet to me, telling me all these sex things that i were to use on my boyfriend at the time. xD Hell, being the only girl, i was in a room by myself. He offered to sleep on the floor to keep me company. But we didnt because we didnt know if it was going to be approved by our coach and we didnt want to ask. We find out later that he could have...Oh well. This trip was the start of our acquaintanceship.
October. The nearly three year relationship with my boyfriend ended. I do not have any regrets or anything negative to say about it because he was replaced with someone else. Remember that sweet guy from PAC Coast, Daniel? xD Yeah, him. Duel in the Desert: we were the only ones going, aside from our coach so that lead to getting even closer to each other. Needless to say, we got extremely close those few days. And that Halloween we end up hanging out together. xD He was so cute in his costume!! 4laugh I'll never forget it.
November wasnt too eventful, but December was. Christmas, New Year's yay~!! I spent New Year's eve with Daniel. xD He seems to be a first with me a lot. I just know that our relationship will ever grow. So thus ends the actual year.
Come January, where i was on break the whole time. xD I forgot what happened, aside from another archery tournament. State Indoor. I bond with a team mate, but it wasnt Daniel. Well, we bonded but not as much as this other guy. Mostly it was just because we shot on the same line at the same time so we could talk more. ^^ Such a great guy. And a super shortie too. Kya~!! So cute~!!!! 4laugh School-wise, i went back.
February...the month of change. Not only was Valentine's day the very last day i never saw my ex boyfriend, but not on this day but a later day, I got a new boyfriend. Hmm...what's his name again...I believe it's Daniel. xD Yeah, we got together. It just built up so much, our relationship and such that we should just be together. I remember how it happened too. It was an archery tournament, National Indoor to be exact. xD After the first day of shooting, the team decided to all go out to a movie. We ended up seeing "Jumper." During the movie, i started to have a stomach ache. Daniel happened to be sitting next to me so i asked if i could lay down on his lap. He gladly allowed me passage, so i did. I didnt focus too much on the movie so i kept my eyes closed. He kept his hands at the top of my chest, away from my stomach so it wouldnt hurt anymore. Slowly...his hand crept towards mine on my chest and he laced his fingers with mine. At first, i didnt think anything of it, considering it was also cold in the theatre and i thought he was just keeping my hand warm. Little did i know...i was wrong. After the movie, he grabbed my hand again and I didnt back away... He uttered the words "Is this really happening...?" And I believe i replied with "I think so..." We walk back to the room and standing outside of the door, he leans in and kisses me. That...was the start of our new relationship. We went from teammates to acquaintances to friends to friends with benefits. It was only until the next day when we were hanging on each other where our coach called attention to the relationship. He asked if we were "an item". We both said yes and there you have it, lovers. I will never forget...
March. I forgot what happened here but i know that things werent looking good in school. My grades were dropping, mostly because of my ex boyfriend and I were still fighting over nothing. xD I think it was both of our egos not wanting to let the other win and come out on top with the end of the relationship. I believe it was at this time where we decided to never speak to each other again. We agreed and we stopped talking. But at least i gained my friends back so that was a plus biggrin But it was this month when i found out the truth about my ex boyfriend and what he thought of me. It was this when he told me that our entire relationship was nothing but him using me for my body. I will never forgive him for that... Oh yeah...my stupid useless one unit class stressed the hell outta me. I still hate it. mad
April comes along, Spring break, recruitment, my birthday. xD I sorta remember what happened here only not really. But i know many events with my love happened here. I had debates and midterms and bleh!! If i could remember what happened, i would type about it.
May!! It's May now...but now it's the end of the school year. gonk Finals killed me but i had my love Daniel by my side so it made it all worth it.
One year down...like 4 more to go. I plan on going to summer school to get ahead so yeah. x3
Minamino Teku · Thu May 15, 2008 @ 04:21pm · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|