i've been doing this for days..
going in circles,
moving in a daze
in this dark labyrinth,
this misty maze,
full of confusion,
I hate this place..
which way should i go?
on that path or the other?
which one does end,
which goes on forever?
all the corridors,
lined up with wall,
all of the walls,
lined up with doors..
which door should I choose?
left door or the right?
which of these doors,
leads to my light?
the light which I seek,
what does it imply?
is it the cure to my solitude?
or yet another lie?
so much has been said,
yet nothing has been done..
so please dont blame me,
if I cant find the sun..
I've been left alone,
freezing in the dusk..
when I needed somebody,
no ones up for the task..
so there I remained,
shivering and sad..
running aimlessly,
aimlessly?? doesn't sound bad..
since my life is a web,
of tragedy and disaster,
by experience I know
that aimlessness is better..
I stumble and fall
with these ill vice..
my existence is laced
with secrets and lies..
some I had made,
lies due to consideration,
some I just have to live with,
others do it without hesitation..
oh, when will I rise up?
one more chance to soar..
when will my wings be unbound?
when can I fly once more..
slowly but surely,
I would redeem my flight someday..
forever, in a place like this?
NO! I refuse to stay..
inch by inch, step by step,
I've been groping around this depth..
I want to see things clearly,
while I'm still alive
this weary ambition,
is keeping me alive..
when can I glide to the
beautiful sunset?
to that wonderful place,
without any regrets..
one day I shall rise up,
shimmering and glad..
the day will come,
when I'll no longer be sad..
