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i KNOW itz amazing

	Whats Inside Me
	Whats Inside Me


I am the color grey swaying between black and white, the dark and the light, the wrong and the right. I will not be taken for granted, though I often am and I will not make up my mind even though I know I can. My mind cannot agree with my heart or with my soul. But I would not have it any other way cause then I would be normal. Sometimes I hate myself for being the way I am. It is hard to live with yourself not knowing where you stand. You left me alone to be with yourself. Let the shadow of what you want, to be drift under a building of you. Did you feel me when you were inside. you lay on my back, hand on my neck kissing everything but my lips, touching everything but my soul. loving me slow but leaving me fast, faster than you got off, such intense yet worthless feeling of love. So much to count on, but nothing to count with. Beautiful love, you make my heart dirty and bruised, crippled and used. Run your fingers through my hair whispering how you adore me, and we will heroin together. Numb and in love right here on the carpet of your house, memories of love and feeling, hate and fear, A fear that me fcuked up. a fear that we loved but did not live. I need someone,but I think I need you the most, You knew you would use me and lose me, cause loss is all my heart feels with a golden ring souvenir somewhere other than my finger. Don't pity me my life is not bad without you. AliceXHatter · Thu Jun 26, 2008 @ 12:22am · 0 Comments


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