Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

How can they make out in front of me like that, I thought. I can’t believe Angelo me for that sluty, b***h.

Fly is the only thing that can help with trying to keep my temper down. But, it can’t stop what I saw back at the college.

How? How can he like that stupid blonde? She’s not even a real blonde! She dyed it! And her eyes, they were brown, and then she got pink contacts. Plus the fact she is the most girly, girl in the whole college. What the hell?

Whenever she breaks a nail, it’s like someone died. Oh, and her nails, they’re so freakishly long. They’re longer than Alexandria’s.

And her makeup, she puts so much on. When she’s twenty five she’ll look like an old hag that’s fifty five. I also hate her clothes. It’s like she’s asking to get raped. Plus, most of her clothes are bright colors that make me want to throw up.

I told Alexandria that and she said somebody already threw up on it. Whenever she walks by us, Jenn usually says, “With all the perfume and hairspray she uses the trees will die.” Then Alexandria uses her magic and makes the tree die.

And what really annoys the living hell out of me is she cheats in grades and on guys. I hate her. She always puts Alexandria, Jennifer, and me through torture.

Well actually, she puts Alexandria through torture. You know that rule about how in high school the team captain of an athletic team either goes out with a cheerleader or one of the most popular girls at school. Well, in the high school we went to, never had a top popular girl, so it was always the cheerleaders.

Alexandria became the most popular girl by accident. Before school started her cousin tricked her to go to an all senior party. Lucky, for her it was a costume party; because she was a freshman and would’ve gotten kicked out. She was the life of the party.

Then she sang with Devilen, but Devilen didn’t know who she was, and she was a klutz on stage. She was herself and everybody loved her; especially Devilen.

In the first week of school her cousin wanted Alexandria and Devilen to be together. So she tricked Alexandria to tell everyone that it was her at the party. And when Devilen found out; he was always hitting on her, and Alexandria would flip out on him.

When Danielle found out that Alexandria wasn’t a cheerleader, she told Alexandria she had to be a cheerleader to hangout with the seniors. She said no and turned down the ‘offer’, and that’s when the war started.

Alexandria was always the person who had the last word. So she gave Danielle a hard time whenever Danielle tried to give her a hard time. And what pissed off Danielle the most was when later on in the year, she joined the senior cheerleader squad, without telling Danielle.

And what Alexandria hates the most is when someone picks on her friends. Danielle wouldn’t dare to pick on Jenn, but since I’m the one that likes to be alone, she finds me and we fight. This is why we hate each other.

Whenever Jenn finds her, she curses her or threatens her. She also likes seeing us miserable. So she probably messed with Angelo’s head into dumping me. I hate her!

I sort of hate Angelo, too. But it’s so hard to stay mad at him. I love his black hair, his green eyes that have a sparkle in them, when he smiles. And his smile that melts away all my worries, or when I’m mad at Alexandria. “Oooooooo…. Why did you have to go out with that slut?

But then again I still have friends. That was so much fun in the girls’ bathroom at the school, well ex-school.

Meg flipped out when she heard I was dead. “Why would you want to kill yourself when Angelo dumped you, and Jenn died? You know me, Alexandria, Zachary, and Devilen will be here for you!”

“Yeah! What are we chopped liver?” Alexandria asked.

I just said, “Yeah, well I guess it’s too late for the pep talk now.”

“I know, right? Way too late.” Alexandria

“Well it wouldn’t hurt to have tried, right Meg?” I hugged Megan, but she didn’t help the hug. She was stiff solid.

“You two look so cute,” Alexandria teased.

I let go of Megan and said, “Just like you and Dev when u were sleeping together.” I made it sound completely different than it really was, because Meg asked with wide eyes, “You slept with Dev?”

This made Alexandria red, so to cover it up she started to argue with me. Megan tried to calm us down. Thinking of it now, made it funny.

I could always count on my friends for a good laugh. But, there is work to be done, now. From the corner of my eye I saw a man hesitating to kill himself.

I went down closer, to see what the matter was, and then I heard a gun shot and the man falling. After that, I saw Jenn float by.

She beat me to the guy, oh well. There’ll be another time. I hope to get that son of a b***h, Danielle, to die. But, we’ll see.