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am i going crazy? am i seeing things that arent ment to be there? whats wrong with me? what is it that keeps me remembering you. does it even matter anymore? thanks for the scars, the pain, the betrail. for the fear you took away and gave back. thank you for the good and the terrible pain you gave me. it seems like the darkness is even darker now. what a fool i was to believe you. im a fool to believe you cared....and im a fool to believe some men are different. im so pathetic to believe in you. i gave you my heart....i gave you my soul...and you didnt seem to care. you only saw your own pain. i never told you my problems. i never triend you hurt you. i never tried to control you. now look what you did. you lost the most important thing you ever had.....your heart. the only person that ever cared for you so much they would die for you. you lost that person. the one who tried to be there for you. is gone. what is left for you to lose for you to learn that you need to care about others instead of yourself? i hope you figure out soon or else you will end up losing something more.....