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ever have those days where you feel like no one in the world gives a flying F@#% weither you're here or you go crawl in a hole all week?? You know, where everyone around you seems to be doing fantastical but you're just pissed off at the whole entire world?? And the worst part is you have no F@#$ing clue as to why you're feeling like this?? Well, whoever actually takes the time to read this and actually cares what i have to say, that day is today. For the life of me i cant figure out why im so upset over nothing. And im taking it out on people who dont deserve it. There is just a bunch of built up rage and frustration waiting to erupt. Im halfway expecting someone to say the wrong thing and i'll blow. Luckily i have a tong su do class in a couple hours, so that should help. If not, i can always go draw some violent pictures to get it out. [[Those usually are pictures of hearts that i cut, burn, and overall destroy until there is little heart left.]] Im pretty sure of one thing that could make this day seem better. But im also pretty sure its not gunna happen. Hasnt happened since i got back from the Dominican, and it stopped happening as much right before i left. And no, its not something sick, so get your head out of the gutter. And no, i dont do drugs, i dont smoke, and i dont drink. Im a proud straight edge kid thank you very much. Stop guessing cause im not saying it. You want to know the suckiest part of this day?? I woke up at 1 in the afternoon. Its three hours later and this is all thats happened. I mean my sis, her bf, and our friend are here, but I've just been a b***h to them cause of this. And i think i kinda was to my bf a little earlier, so sorry bout that, Damien, my bad. I really hate days like today, and for some strange reason, they keep getting more frequent.... I dont know what the problem is.... Maybe I should dissappear for a couple days....Whatever...

emo Brittany