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Quote: The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt within the heart. Helen Keller
Ain't she a Beeaaaautty!
Well, today went amazingly well...I guess it sorta started with last night....I couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened...I was so relieved...so free, and emberassed all at once..but the best part was knowing it was all ok....that I could be like that and not feel guilty or afraid the way I have been for so long....dang..there isn;t an emoticon for that kind of feeling... whee sweatdrop
Anyways, it scary in the beginning. Dreamed a bad dream..pretty like...gross... I woke up at around 10:30, and dragged myself out of the bed in time to start watching Dawn of the Dead, which I ended up liking a lot..still gotta finish it..according to a very reliable source. Hah..I like those zombies as much as they freak me out..they ain't those feet dragging types..naw..these guys like..RUN..and..SCREAM and freak the heck outta you. I would go crazy if those things where real..anything faster and more violent than myself..and I flip out. Yeah, I ate two bowls of mini-wheats during that movie...and my dad came up behind me at one point and scared me. sweatdrop he always does that! Grrr.I always fall for it...thats the worst part...I need lotsa mirrors..everywhere.. ninja
Mmm...yeah, after that I took a shower, which felt really good after all that freakyness...mm..a shower sounds nice right now...hot water...some steamyness..all good....specially before going to bed... blaugh
Anyways, after that I played with Rachel a bit, and then listened to some music, waiting for Tyler to get online..
He did....and all over again, I was relieved to hear from him...after all that, I just wanted to hug him....heh..he has no idea what was going through my head...but the majority of the time..I was just..still amazed that I could talk to him. We talked for a while, then he left and I browed a few places of interest and listened to more music....hah..my mom played Shakira..that kinda woke me up. He got back, and I was relieved...I was like...overjoyed....I always am...from then on, the day was excellent...it's funny..with other people, I can laugh, but it doesn't feel as good as when I talk to him.....TOO funny, sometimes I wonder if I scare him..wait a sec.....I already know the answer to that....haha...either way, I love it. Uggh..it was all so good, always..I hate saying goodbye....oh...I gotta remember to do hw..so he can't get mad at me..haha....my motivation must live on, otherwise I'll be punished...and good gosh is the consequences for that horrible....the worst imaginable....A DEATH SENTENCE... crying gonk Again..the nerd issue comes up....I love bein' a nerd now.....haha...it's so..good.. whee
Well, I'm happy...I'll be happy till tommorow morning, when my craving for true happiness strikes true all over again..I'm an addict...haha...Skittles are so tasty looking....their goodness is overwhelming....must have more..forever.....all the time..anywhere... eek heart biggrin I gotta go to bed...
I wish I was my cat...no school, no work, no nothing but being herself...and..eating..and sleeping....grr...
Snow Patrol-Run
I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all i've done.
And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Anywhere from here
Light up, Light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes It makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbyes I nearly do.
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower, slower We don't have time for that All I want is to find an easier way To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if it's just for a few days Making up for all this mess.
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear.
I heard that song for the first time a few hours ago..and I'm in love with the way it sounds...the song is so soft...and conforting...agh...I'm gonna keep it in my head all night and all morning. Gotta listen to it. blaugh
G'night! surprised
TheTyro · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 05:46am · 1 Comments |
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