ok before I begin heres some couple advice, being in a relationship is a two way street
its not always about YOU!
ok now that we have that established let me get started.
First of all I feel like an idiot for caring for an over dramatic ********, all he ever did was whine, b***h and complain most of the ******** time!
I swear to god, he thinks he has problems?
There are people out there who have it worse believe it or ******** not.
Its not always about YOU!
I don't think he ever ******** cared about one thing I said, he totally blanked me out half the time and for what?
I try to help him, he rejects me!
basically it felt like a slap to the face, GO ******** KILL YOURSELF NOW!
I'm tired of dealing with this and I'm so ******** sick of bringing this up.
Let me say this now, 50% of our no 70% of our relationship was all sex!
SEX
SEX
SEX!
I admit some was caused by me, but I had to stop it.
I finally realized that he never loved me, if he did he would have at least cared enough to do something and not ask, how he can effing help!
Do SOMETHING don't pretend like you care!
s**t
a**
********
c**t!
I'M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!
He NEVER cared, he said he did but did he act like it? NO!
WANNA SEE CARING HERE IT ******** IS
"Darkuu I care and I can prove it"
thats all not just
"If I didnt care I wouldn't be here"
oh I know you aren't there for care, more like attention and sympathy.
How I know? when I didn't show care and sympathy he would just leave!
Vamoosh!
gone!
He never cared about my goals!
Yet I gave two shits for his!
I even bothered to help!
But nooooo!
He has to block me out as always!!
MOTHER ********!
I HOPE HES HAPPY WITH HIS TWO OWNERS AND POSSIBLY SECRET LOVER AND ALL THE GUYS HE YIFFED!
Guess what guys?
Dar-kuu is on his lonesome and he doesn't mind!
He's used to it!
if anyone cares about me, please tell me....
I really need to know, after being used as a tool I want to know if anyone is there..
I always feel so blanked out and far off in a dark hole.
Sucks, I'm rarely emo.
if you see my journal you know how emo I can be.
(stab)
 Darkkuu · Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 05:26pm · 2 Comments |
