It clenches my chest, crushing my heart in it's grip. A small mistake can burn me more then a huge error at work ever could. I pray for forgiveness, hoping to find it. Hoping I won't.... My heart searches for escape and I know that the only way will hurt. I pray for forgiveness from one. I hate myself for my weakness, my mistake. I know.... I know my mistake, I know myself. And I'm disgusted with me. I hate me, as few others can ever be hated. I hate a monster, and that monster is me.
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