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xpassionate_luvr_brinax
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Aw crap I am drunk.
i m deunk I think. am tired and dizzy and you nav no idea how hard it is to wright this. I am depressed and sleep deprived. I am in love wityh someone who doesn't love me and my mom just had a seizure, so once she fell asleep I gaia'd and started drinking some whiskey. I am now very much better I was thinking of cutting my wrists but now I am much better. Being unsble to care is better tha.sharp clarity/ ar this point. I may not sound very good but I am ready to cry and never stop I am starting to believe I am worthless, just like I have been told since I was born.

What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.
-V for Vendetta





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neo-shadowheartless
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 08:06am


IM REALLY SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT YOUR DUMB
YOU NEED TO STOP DRINKING THAT ******** WHISKY NOW!!!! evil


xpassionate_luvr_brinax
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 08:15am


I friggin stoped K? there after like 32 ro 4 bgi glupsa.ss


Thy Oxymoron
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 08:30am


Trust this from a person who grew up around alcoholics,
Drinking doesn't solve the problems.
It helps you ease, but in reality it can be a b***h in the morning.
Plus you just go thru an emotional storm while drinking.

Love can hurt but you have to make your own self understand
if its not meant to be with that certain person its not meant to be.
I mean would you rather be with someone and be unhappy
because they dont love you? Or make them unhappy because they dont love you?
Theres bound to be a person for you, 'till that day comes
live life without the worries of making a relationship work.

You're a human being, your not worthless.


pickledwatermelon
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 07:13pm


Ok ok ok ok....well, first of all...your journals name is BRINAS HAPPY PLACE! Happy place.....haaaaappppppyyyyyy....*sending happy vibes into brain* Ok secondly...DRINKING! WHAT WERE U THUNKIN GIRLIE! DRINKEN IS BAD! BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD *sends bad drinking vibes into brain* ok now let meh tell u somthin the should help. Ok think about all your friends on gaia! we all lurv you sooo much! u are so kind and nice! we would we e your friend on here if you were not as great as u are! i mean it only takes like two clicks to delete you off my friends list....o.0 (which i would not do) ok and to tell u the truth at first when I was a shy person who kept to myself and I have to admit that i was sometimes mean but ever since I came to gaia i am a changed person! I have met you and hunter, lyssa, blaa blaa blaa... and u guys have all helped me so much! and u really helped me because when u came to gaia u were all happy and inspiring and didnt care what people think sooo here is your happy time of the day! I am tellin u dis now! oh shoot now I gotta sing too...DON'T WORRY....BEH HAPPY! WOOHOOO OHHH OHHH OHH OH OH OOHHHH DONT WORRY BEH HAPPY! bEH HAPPY NOW!..... heart blaugh heart blaugh heart blaugh heart blaugh 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding xd xd xd xd rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh lol lol lol lol lol lol lol


xpassionate_luvr_brinax
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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 03:05pm


I know Pickles, I was in a bad spot. All bette now. biggrin Just gotta get mesa's head back on strait.


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Well you are one crazy son of a betch aren't you?
krazii13
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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:49pm


what the ********
don't make me come down therte and find you dedad
you need to pull yourself together
you givingf me a panic attach and that is not goood
carp I am a gonna freak out so bad


********!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOu just need to make through to the frist day of school and then you'll be fine It's gonna be ok

ok!!!!!!!????????????????????

(frantic)

Alright???????????????????????????
right????

cry cry cry cry RIGHT????????????????

nO SUICICDE OR CUTTIN YOUR WRISTS

YOU'RE MAKING ME PANIC dAMMIT


dON'T die

AW CRAP YOUR MAKIN ME CRY BAD sABRINA bAD wahmbulance sad crying


xpassionate_luvr_brinax
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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 06:02pm


I am fine Serina! Stop worrying! I am better, well in a messed up still kinda sense. heart heart heart Thanx u. I lurv u!


pickledwatermelon
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Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 11:56pm


ok good! ....^^


emo-panda-cosplay
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Thu Aug 28, 2008 @ 12:47am


are u ok brina? neutral u didn't have to get drunk and do this, u could have just come to one of us and poured ur heart out, and we could try to help u as much as possible. i kno i'm not the person u'd love to tell all ur dirty details to but, i dont think u should just go and drink when ur under age and even think about cutting urself...if u dont like wat i say then just zone me out and ignore me, i cant make u do anything u dont want to do, and i'm just trying to help.


Angelina-ballerina84
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Fri Aug 29, 2008 @ 12:44am


Oh man I feel ya pain and how ya feel,thats sooo sad...But hope everything is all good for ya now... blaugh


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x blossoming-innocence x
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Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 01:52am


-_- gr8 another person in my life drinking (or was). Brina....I'm glad that ya better now....but I CANNOT BELEIVE THAT U DRANK WHISKY! =O
D:< Girl how can you hold it down? Whenever my dad drinks too much beer, he has to make himself throw-up, JUST TO GET MOST OF THE ALCHOHOL OUTTA HIS SYSTEM! Girl I don't wanna C this kind of stuff change you this way! Please Sabrina Fair (Its a movie called Sabrina...it has harisson ford in the movie)....and I wanna say this....
livida es sueno.....that's spanish 4 LIFE SUCKS. Sabrina you're not alone! You don't have to keep things in, if ya gonna cry about something I wanna be there to cry with you! If ya pissed off about something, I wanna be there to cool you off! If ya gonna pine over some1, I wanna share the moment with you! I'm here for you Sabrina. I always will! Whenever I make a friend, the become apart of my family....and I veiw my friends as my (very) distant siblings! I wanna be the big sis you can come to and tell me what's goin on. I'm sorry ya ma had a seizure (at least you weren't being born while ya ma was having the seizure....). And I am going to tell you this.... scream YOU SABRINA DUNN ARE NOT WORTHLESS!!!!! scream FORGET WHAT YOUR MOM SAYS OR DAD! scream IF SHE'S GONNA BE A FEMALE DOG TO YOU, YOU CAN'T CHANGE HER! scream AND IF YA DAD IS BEIN A TOTAL "JACKASS" (sorry but the time called for it.....I said nothing << >> wink scream FIND A WAY TO TUNE HIM OUT! YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stressed AND IF THE D-HEAD LARRY ENHANCED THAT POINT, JUST SAY THE WORD AND I'LL KILL HIM! twisted
MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
................sorry. sweatdrop
Brina we all love you. And what I've seen with people running away from their fears and issues, it always catches up to them one way or another. Please understand, I'm not coming down on you nor surpressing you. I just want you to know how much you and every1 else mean to me.....


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