Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Everybody's talking,
About how I got so far in life.
Everybody's asking,
If I'll be with my man tonight.
Everybody's wondering,
If I even have one.
Everybody doesn't know,
That I am, unloved...

My family says that I'm the cutest girl they've ever seen,
If that's true then why are people always so mean?
No one cares about what happens to me,
They wouldn't even help if I couldn't see.
Even if I had a broken leg,
They'd rather do something else and ignore me instead.

What have I done wrong to make them mad?
I was just an innocent little girl until they made me bad!

Everybody's talking,
About how I got so far in life.
Everybody's asking,
If I'll be with my man tonight.
Everybody's wondering,
If I even have one.
Everybody doesn't know,
That I am, unloved...

Why don't they like me?
Why am I so alone?
Why can't I fit in
Whenever I'm not home?

Sitting alone in this cold world,
Ain't nothing left for me,
It's all just misery.
Ain't nothing to believe in,
So many people be decieving.
I can only trust myself now.
Those fools be asking how,
How I'm not cryin' or dyin',
Sick or afraid, having a nervous breakdown,
Or runnin' out of town.

You can't be a little nicer?
You can't be less cruel?
Why do you say I'm ugly
When you look like a mule?!
Is that all you can throw at me?
Insults and fits?
Try throwing a punch you scared little wimp!

Everybody's talking,
About how I got so far in life.
Everybody's asking,
If I'll be with my man tonight.
Everybody's wondering,
If I even have one.
Everybody doesn't know,
That I am, unloved...

Thank you for making me stronger...
When I thought I couldn't live much longer...