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Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah
It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
Yea, well, I thought I'd start off with those. It really is a rollercoaster. *These lyrics aren't to the actual title*
Not really any other topics but one I want to discuss here. I'm pretty pissed off.
I have this 'friend', who said he hates liars....and yet he told a lie about me. Which started all this drama. I think he thinks everything he says is finite, like the words of God or something. I don't know. But anyway, he told a lie, then has this nerve to get in my face and call me a liar.
Now I'm sorry, but when someone gets in my face and tells lies, I'm going to get back in your face and prove you wrong. People piss me off too much. So anyway, when I got back in there face, I told them off. Basically, they said that one of my best guy friends and I need to stop being friends.
"You can't be friends anymore! You're going to hell. SHAME!." He says.
"I can pick who I want to be friends with, just because you don't like him isn't my fault. Just because your crush and EX-girlfriend who broke YOUR heart likes him more than you doesn't mean you have the right to judge my friends." I say
'Come inside and we'll start class guys.' The history teacher says.
"You're still going to hell!." He says.
"Hell won't accept me, they don't accept people who are happily in love, perfectly truthful, and have enough room in their hearts for everyone. YOU on the otherhand, are bound to realize what hell seeks from you." I say.
The histroy teacher looks at us. He's standing in the doorway.
"Excuse me. I'm sorry, but I think I'm readt to stop and start class now." I say, ducking under his arm and into the classroom and running to my seat.
'Friend' just looks at me dumbfounded. He pushes in too, then makes his way across the room, and far away from me. "You speak a lot of nonsense for suck an older girl." He darts his eyes at me.
"You speak in a lot of false pretenses for an independent thinker." I say, poking my nose higher in the air.
'Don't start this again you two.' Teacher says, pulling up notes on the SMARTBOARD.
Just then, he who shan't be named, walks in. I can't be friends with him. Since the bell hasn't rung yet, we're allowed out of our seats. I jump up and run over. Looking right back at 'friend', I give him a hug.
"Hey, just need this signed for the scrimage, you going?" He asks.
"Can't, tied down by everyone. You know, I'm not allowed to do anything anymore as long as I live here." I roll my eyes and look at 'friend'.
"See! Hell you girl!" 'friend' screams. Everyone looks over.
"First Amendment." Other says.
"I have an idea, let's ask your EX who's going to hell." I say, licking my lips and giving 'friend' a look.
Everyone, including the teacher, looks at us with suprised yet blank expressions.
"I suggest you take your seat and stand down buddy, I'm NOT in the mood to prove exactly why you're pushing it. Give it up." I say slowly.
He gives me a look, I just stare, with a small smile on my face. Feet planted on the ground, solid as a rock, I'm standing my ground. Nobody could have pushed me over. We're staring at each other, across the room. He keeps changing his gaze, from wide eyes, to low eyes. I keep the same look, mouth shut, corners turned up slightly. Nostrils flared just right, my eyes open not too wide, not too slit. Just enough for them to look serious and playful at the same time. I know he's thinking of what I could possibly say next, to be honest, I didn't know what to say next. So we just stand there.
He opens his mouth and takes a step forward. Mid step, I open my mouth.
"SIT. DOWN. NOW." I have the same look, I said it all with my teeth together, but my lips parted. He stand down. Walking over to his seat, he shakes his head.
The bell finally rings for class to begin. "Thank you." I said. "You've finally realized who it was exactly you were talking to." I put my hand on my hip and spin over. I nod over to him, and then scoff at 'friend'. I go and sit down.
See? I win. Like I said, I ALWAYS WIN. ALWAYS. [Haha Hannah, yes you remember.] So I don't want to hear ANYONE telling me what I can and can't, will or will not, am or amn't going to do. Or where I'm going or not. EVER.
 nangal · Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |
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