I feel so ******** depressed right now. I want to cry pathetically in a corner, tearing my hair out and screaming. I just get no joy from my life. Seeing my good friends, my boyfriend, chilling out, reading a good book, nothing. I just feel kind of empty.
Recently I've just quit my job. Sadly, that's left plenty of time to dance with the demons in the dark. And it ******** sucks. I need a job, I need to do something, anything, otherwise my brain will implode with the conflicts raging within. Music doesn't appear to really be doing anything either.
You know what I really want to do? Get away. To the beach. Or the city. Anywhere but this ******** room, this ******** house. I just want to take these assignments on my back, and tell the teachers to stick it. I wanna just close my eyes now and wake up there tomorrow. On the beach, in my aunt's flat, in an apartment overlooking the Brisbane river...anywhere like that...
Dear god...please...someone...get me the ******** out of here....
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