So, time for another update, eh?
Nothing much has changed, just the fact that school has started.
Another boring year os school, only this time it'll be harder.
You see, I'm in this thing called The International Baccalaureate Program.
Its basically a program, through rigorous academic challanges, ensures students get into college/get many scholarships.
Idk really, thats what I'm guessing at least.
But the point is that ITS REALLY HARD.
Srsly, I spend many countless nights doing homework and projects.
And since I'm in my junior year, they're having me volunteer at different places around my city, join a sport, be able to hold a conversation in Spanish, set up a science project on a random subject of their choosing, and countless other challenging activities.
It blows, but I'm going to work very hard this year.
I know I kinda blew last year off, but be assured that I'm going to do everything in my power to stay in this program.
Okay...thats enough of that.
This is kinda big, but I plan on coming out to my friends sometime this school year.
It shouldn't be that hard because all of them already expect me to be gay.
The only reason I didn't tell them ahead of time is in fear that my mother would figure out.
Well she did... so I might as well tell them.
Get this, the reason she figured out is because she searched my room for my journal and read it neutral
Now that really pissed me off, and then she went on asking me if I wanted to live a "normal life"
I was seriously very mad at that point and she made it even worse by offering to take me to church to get healed.... ugh.
I'm still a little bitter about her not accepting me and my brother for being gay, but she's my mom and I love her.
Note that this was a while ago and we haven't talked about it since.
Well, thats enough for today.
Its pretty late here, so I'll just post again tomorrow.
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 z- Basil -z · Sun Sep 07, 2008 @ 07:43am · 0 Comments |
