Hello everyone. I haven't posted in so long, I'm surprised that something hasn't happened to make this thing disappear. I'll try to post more often now. So, what's been going on?
I'll tell you. I've been dating this girl named Madison for a while now. A year and a half. I loved her so much, treated her like a queen. I stayed with her through stuff that would have sent most guys running in the opposite direction, with no benefit to me, and no reason except that I was in love with her.
But in the end, she left me. Not because I did anything wrong. Not cause I wasn't good enough, or I forgot something or even because we couldn't be together. She got some new friends, and decided that now she doesn't have time to be with me.
Apparently I'm not important enough for an occasional phone call and when I move in with her, her nights and early mornings. Apparently This is a huge demand, and a few "friends" who treat her like a third wheel most of the time, are way more important then the man who's stuck by you and proved he loved you OVER and OVER and OVER! So, needless to say, I'm pissed. I can't believe that she would do this. She swore to me over and over that I was wrong. That she wouldn't just leave me. She would stick with me. She would give me a chance. Well, damn! Where's the chance!?
So I've moved on. I have a new submissive. She's very attractive and refreshingly intelligent. She has a job! OH GOD, she has a job! I think back on Madison now and think of that song, "Nothin' from nothin' leaves nothin'. You gotta have somethin' if you wanna be with me" After her surgery(Yes, I stuck with her, even after life altering gall-bladder surgery), I supported her when other people where trying to force her to start working while it wasn't safe. I trusted that when she could, she would get a new job. But the pain went away and she decided that she didn't need a new job because she was going to school. And even though this was a source of aggravation for me, I didn't push the issue.
WTF! I did everything right, and it didn't matter! In the end she left and now what can I do!? I'll tell you what. I can start with someone new and leave her a** behind, which is exactly what I'm doing.
More updates on a later day. Bye people!
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