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	The Asican's Guide. FACT: This little girl knows quite a lot and very little at the same time. I'm opinionated, hypocritical, yet understanding. Don't judge me and I won't judge you. Kthnxbai.(:

	Kodak Picture Moments?
	Kodak Picture Moments?


Yea, that's what I've been told we are. Kodak picture moments. I found an older pic and thought I'd put it in. Since, there aren't any chances to take new ones. Can't have cameras at school, can't use cell phones during lunch or break either. : Doing that made me go into some other ones. I edited, and got some okay looking ones. That one. That was pretty fun to take. I liked the editing on it too. And this one. It caught my intrest. The lighting looked pretty cool, and in black and white it looks wonderful. I remember being sad that day, and I thought this really brought it out and made it more real. Kind of reminded me too. I realize I dont have a heartbeat. Isn't that weird? It's just me though, everyone can find my pulse, I can't. I can't feel my heart in my chest either. It makes me scared. I check all the time, and I don't feel a thing. I think I remember when it started. My dad told me we might be moving out of California for good, and it made me really sad. I never really noticed it then, I shurgged it off. But now it's just gotten worse. How can everyone feel it, but I just don't? Even now, I noticed some other things. Hollow feelings in my laughter. Hollow sounds, sometimes if I listen really hard, in a quiet room, I don't hear anything. I feel like I hear flowing, like air being pushed through, that's my breathing. Like a pushed, forced breathing. But other than that, nothing. Sometimes I feel goosebumps coming over me, because I'm cold. I'm always cold though. I just find it weird. Anyone else think this is a tad bit odd? Suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for listening, reading. Which ever you'd like. nangal · Thu Sep 25, 2008 @ 01:03am · 0 Comments


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