ugh so ya i was just being romantical with my lover when my ex calls me stare . he takes offense when i dont answer my cell so i called him back even tho i was just getting started with my bedroom moves gonk . of course it had to do with the kids which is y i even called him back to begin with. but the reason was not what i had expected. see earlier i had gone to my moms house so i can check on the kids and on my sons HW and progress report. then i had made my kids change their clothes and told my mom to make my ex buy her a pack of diapers since IM the one that buys them for her AND the wipes stare wtf do i get child support for? sheesh. so then i left the kids with my mom so that my ex could pick them up. so then me and my lover were on the process of making sum loving and thats when i get the phone call of doom evil . instead of "i dont have any pictures to cut out for brets HW" i get the "you didnt pack me pjs for the kids" i was like wtf? y is it that i always hafta provided everything for this guy? i swear its like whenever the kids are sick i hafta give him the medicine to give to the kids when he has them! stressed not to mention that the kids get sick whenever they come back from his days stare ! then he tells me that i never wanna meet him halfway for anything which is utter BULLSHIT burning_eyes he says i never go to his house to drop sumthing off. the other night when i took my mom and lover and kids to dennys he called me asking to borrow $10 cuz hes always freaking broke stare . im like ok fine. hes my baby daddy and hes helped me out before. i gave the stupid waitress a crappy tip so i can give him $10 even tho i was already tight with money confused im too damn nice cuz i went to his house to drop off the money and the b*****d tells me that "oh im sry i didnt call u but my dad is gonna gimme $50 since he owes me anyways but thanks" scream scream scream WHAT THE ********! even if you DONT need the money take that s**t cuz u will piss me off more cuz i wasted my ******** time mad how freaking rude do ya gotta be to pull sumthing like that. ok so back to the phone convo. so the guy tells me that he dont wanna make a big deal and argue with me in front of the kids mind u hes telling me how horrible of a person i am by not taking pjs to his house and then the a*****e does sumthing that i do not tolerate. not even my momma will do this.... the ******** hung up on me
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he hung up on me.
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yeah.
U DO NOT HANG UP ON ME NO MATTER HOW MUCH s**t COMES OUTTA MY MOUTH!
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i have had it with his shinnanegans. i have cleaned this guys house and taken care of the kids when hes wanted to go to his stupid games, i have tolerated when hes gone on vacations to disney, bush gardens, and islands of adventure WITHOUT his kids but i think im thru being nice. i told the judge when we were doing the divorce that the amount of money he was giving me was sufficient and i stuck by my word. i buy the kids their supplies and i go to my kids parent/teacher conference. ill make sure that the kids later are gonna realize who was there for them more. neutral its a shame that I make less money than him and i STILL have the means to have food in my fridge and im STILL able to buy things that i like and im STILL able to afford to take my kids to chuck-e-cheese and i STILL can make their holidays special talk2hand my frustrations are high right now but im actually not upset anymore. i guess i just needed to vent it out on my KB. i just wanted to make sure i mark my words and stick thru my plan and that is to just not throw stuff in this guys face and be the better person cuz in the end my kids will know who handled things better. 3nodding i think im done for tonight. ill make sure to vent tom night on how much my lover says i shouldnt drink anymore coke stare stare stare yeah right. like id ever drink anything else.
...princess done venting and that wants to see twilight again...
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 princess peachey · Tue Nov 25, 2008 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |
