I don't care... I'm not going to love... Not for a long time now anyway... It just hurts... too freaking much...
My heart's already in little fragments all over the floor. And I doubt anyone'd want to pick them up. Cause they're worthless. They're all I've got to give someone... but who'd want them anyway. I'm going to lock them up somewhere. Cause the person I want to fix them back together won't.
I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused. *sighs* Forgive me, please...
If only I could just pretend. For a moment, for a second. Just make-believe it was really real... even though I know it isn't, and even though I know he knows it isn't. I'm going to wait, I don't care. I don't care if I die from hunger. I don't care if the only food I can take are the scraps that fall from his table. I'll take them anyway... I love him that much.
And I don't care if I wait a hundred million gazillion years.
AngelRaz · Fri Oct 14, 2005 @ 12:16am · 0 Comments |