What to think... What to say.... I make one mistake here and five there. The worst part is knowing that every action made has ripples. I can only see the bad if I look far out, but I see all when I stare at the immediate. A tiny mistake, a large mistake, a miraculous happening in my name. It doesn't matter, I still see the pain I cause. I see the darkness like an old friend or lover, waiting for me as patient as time itself. I cling to my light houses, my beacons of support, in hopes that they will not leave me. *makes a casual motion with his hands* I realize that I have touched an innumerable amount of dimensions with this movement. The lives I have saved and destroyed, I will never know. A mercy or a curse? Too be wise beyond my years, and force an immaturity to protect what?! I don't know? Is it my sanity, my dreams, myself, my friends, my heart, my very essence? Magic. Magic is ki, it's chi. It's the control of and guidence of the physical and mental energy inside us all. No, I'm not saying I sit in my room and conjure imps all night. But it's the little things. Amazing recoveries, falling extreme heights to land with little more then a bruise, seeing the future, moving things without physical contact, reading minds. I try to learn more of myself to be able to understand what I am and potentially what I will become. To know ones self and be the master of ones self is to be able to know the universe and all it's ways. If I knew myself that well.... Should I be terrified of the thought? Excillerated? Knowing that if I move like this that it will cause this effect on my environment and how my environment will then effect me? Terrifying to know, but intreguing. But a monster must rest until it's time for fate. *sneers at the word fate* Pandimensional means everything will happen, and nothing. Fate is for those who know, and yet don't. sweatdrop Damn me.... talk2hand
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