Really, I don't Just leave me be I'm okay No, really I don't want anything
I'm okay with my position By now, you'd think... I'll push it to the side of my mind, Not that it'll ever really fade away As everything else does
I don't care It's okay It's not your fault I guess it's all I can do To pretend it's gone That it's okay
I know it still hurts For me and you I wish I could have done something sooner But it's too deep now
The pain worsens and I've discovered something... Revelation! Those pills, pain relievers, a pill to many three times a day It's nice I don't care for the red haze I don't care that it could possibly kill me The overdose is keeping me sane It hurts less The pain subsides
And the nightmares aren't so bad Not anymore I don't wake in shivers anymore And I've almost run out of tears To cry myself to sleep
I don't care No, really
Why?
My friend, My dear friend, Such a question...
When there is nothing more to feel I will be happy When there is nothing more to feel More than likely I will be dead.
I'm sorry, Friend, But it's too hard, I can't care anymore. I guess I give up It's a pathetic choice, I know, But it's my only option
I cannot further torture you
I'm sorry. Tell the others I'll miss them. I wish I could stay longer... Possibly explain why But I don't care enough to move.
I'll make my way to my room, Write out my good-byes, Take the pills...
It's harder to say this than anything else Becasue I was afraid to say it before And even now, I let a tear slip It's so hard Now it's easy Because it's the only thing left...
Good bye.
Inspiration Staff · Sat Dec 13, 2008 @ 06:37pm · 0 Comments |