Ok, so the dream I had last night:
I was walking around on this campus like area, the guy that I had recently been in a relationship with had been found dead not too long ago. A guy I had known from some past point in my life (I think his name was David something, perhaps) walked out from behind a wall and our paths crossed. He asked if I wanted a kiss, and I said no way, you saw what happened to the last guy I kissed. I walked past him after patting his arm and down an outside hallway to another of my friend’s rooms. (I’m thinking it was Bowen’s room)
In this room was Kyle sitting in an office type chair at a desk (there was his computer on the desk in front of him), but his face was slack and his eyes frozen open. On his lap I think it was Dougie, but I can’t remember the guy’s face; he also seemed to be dead.
Bowen asked me why I turned down a kiss from David, asking if it was because I still liked Kyle. I froze and just stared at Bowen in disbelief. I yelled at him, and motioned towards Kyle and Dougie as I did so, “LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENS TO THE PEOPLE I KISS! WHY WOULD I WANT TO KISS ANYONE? THEY KEEP TURNING UP DEAD!” And then I fell to the floor crying my eyes out and Bowen was just standing there. Then, out of nowhere, Kyle stood up and walked over to me and hugged me. (The body that I think was Dougie’s just fell to the floor) Then I woke up.
In my dream, they were shot in the back of the head. I wonder if that has any relevance to…. OMG. David. The name David. I wonder if this is my mind telling me something… or telling me about my fears. I don’t want the person I love to end up dead, like David. Slap. I miss him still, and for a while I had managed to keep him off my mind, but this dream… the shot in the head, the hotel room setting, the people I love turning up dead. What the hell is wrong with me??
I don’t want Kyle to die…
yea, i know this is a little weird, it seems to suggest that i kissed kyle and dougie, which i haven't. But it was really weird. smile
Thought it might be entertaining for someone, so if ya have any thoughts on this one, I'd love the comments. smile
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