Oh finally I can give an entry that doesn't sound too depressing. Today's an awfully rainy day. It's been a week, and... I don't know... things can only get better from here, right? I hope they do. Exams start tomorrow. *sighs* Okaaay, this entry IS getting gloomy!! *whimpers* The happy thing is that once exams are over, I'll be able to play Gaia as much as I freakin' want!!! *smiles*
I can't wait.. *looks wistful for a second* Who knows, maybe there is someone out there for me. I don't know. We'll have to see, as circumstances tide us along like the waves on the sea. I just can't wait to explore the places on Gaia that I never went to see before, meet people I never knew before... and embrace the life of this idyllic society!
Below is a poem that I wrote in June... But I think it's a very suitable poem for my feelings now. Especially the last paragraph.
"Tears" - Raz
I don't wish that anyone - at all - Should chance upon every little Tear that falls from my Eyes - run over in sadness, Glazed by misery.
And yet - how I wish, Wish for comfort everytime The tears overpower me with their Strong wills of steel, That overwhelm their fragile Crystalline exteriors.
When the tears fall, no one may Halt their tracks, they will flow Unchecked, unstopped - For who would dare to stop a tear? In itself a mighty weapon Mourning the deepest wounds that Engrave its master's soul.
Yet do tears stop, fade away - Over time, when the Sun rises And touches each tear with her Gentle-fingered rays Coaxing them to her, as though A quiet mother - and she Touches the cold ground Willing it to crack open a Smile.
AngelRaz · Sun Oct 16, 2005 @ 10:53am · 1 Comments |